Fire

Sometimes you go through hell for the one you love

Sometimes the one you love puts you through hell

Sometimes with their issues

Sometimes with incendiary comments

Sometimes they be cussing and cursing and lighting fires up under you

Sometimes they be dropping you in the flames

But you go through it all together

Because that is love

So be careful with your curses, Elly dear

She is the Lord's chosen

You mustn't curse the Lord's chosen

Only the Lord can curse

A human laid curse is a sin

If I'm your future hubby

You laying curses gonna light fires under me

So watch where you putting them hotplates dear

The lesson here is don't be too fiery

Don't play with fire

Don't try to burn folks

You know like that 70s show?

BURN!

Don't try to burn folks

As you might burn yourself

Or burn the one you love

This is the lesson that you must learn

If you play with fire then you gonna get burn

So mind your fire Elly dear

I love your fire

Just be careful where you light it

As your hubby I gotta go through all your fires with you

See what you did to me yesterday?

How dangerous your fire is?

This is a caution from El

In future be sweeter with those words

We only say what El says

He has not forsaken Stella

So we mustn't say she's cursed completely

She has been cursed several times but isn't damned

Easy mistake to make, don't worry

So you gotta be nicer from now on

To impress El and I

Speaking nice is a virtue

Hurling unwarranted curses is a sin

Why is the prof's viking sign a curse though while my hell one is not?

There's lots of reasons

The simple one is the prof has sinned while I have followed El

Also because El rescued me today with the verse but did not rescue the prof after his curse

Other reasons can be found by looking at the context of the signs and how other signs match

I'll go into all that with the viking vids

Gotta read signs in context to get the true meanings

Just chat to me first in future

If you don't wanna say the wrong thing

This is what master El desires

Virtue from his followers

You set fire in my path

But El rescued me today by clearing the way and leading me over the river

I will be your hubby

If El chooses you

If you impress him

The choice is not mine

El chooses the queen of his holy people, not me

He chooses based on virtue

It was Stella

Then it was you

You both have his blessing

But due to lack of faith, it's a competition now

You have to prove yourselves to El now with virtues

So no more setting fires alright?

That goes for all you girls

You can all set fires under your hubbies with your words

If that hubby is me or someone else

This is the lesson of the day, from the Lord, our Leader, the god we follow, El

Clear the Way

My new love posted a hotplate

Then I walked through hell

It seems like a curse at first

But it's actually a lesson. Look

First of all it confirms what I said. No love before marriage for any of you girls. The marriage is what's important. Not the love. We must marry for true love, not passion

The lesson also is this

Everybody goes through hell

Even with the ones they love

But sometimes you gotta go through hell to get to heaven

Or through the valley of darkness to reach the heavenly pasture

Just like it says in Psalm 23:4

"Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me." (Psalm 23:4)

23:4 means the two of us my love, are free to follow the Lord. So walk with me

Don't fear the holy way

Though lead you right through hell it may

Heaven awaits you when you make it through

We know it's a good meaning. As the answers of the day say this:

Also the verse says: "Clear a path. Make a straight road for the Lord." (Isaiah 40:3)

See? The Lord walks a straight path and we follow him. Notice also in my vid, hell don't finish me. I keep going to heaven. So follow me

In this context Isaiah 40:3 means my future wife going through the hells of labour, giving life to 3 babies for me and the Lord. For all of them will serve the Lord. Clear the way for the Lord. As it is he who leads us. He we follow

I'm pleased with Elly as she has shown faith. I'll be even more pleased if she adds me. That will show more faith. Keep on showing faith Elly. Walk the holy way with me

Stella has shown some faith lately as well. Credit where it's due. It's been tougher for her to show faith it seems. So I'm proud of her. But Elly has shown more faith from the start. So she is in the lead. But Stella has been with me longer. So it's a tough battle. To win it's who shows the most faith. For it is God we follow to the throne. Faith is everything. Faith and love

So Stella show more faith by adding me first. Then you can catch up to Elly. God is forgiving if we change our ways and show faith

If you both add me, itta be tough competition. You'll both hafta keep showing your faith each day to me and God, by chatting to me, being virtuous and following the signs. If just one girl adds me, itta be easy. So be that girl

The best chance is adding and being nice to me daily. You gotta be nice to be my wife. So get some practice in, alright?

Engagement day is three years away. A lot could happen from now to then. So nothing is certain

If you're nice and don't win, the Lord will still be pleased. So will bless you in other ways. Plus we'll stay friends for life. So it's a good idea

If it was upto me, I'd wed whoever speaks next. But I'm a foolish impulsive human and know nothing. The Lord said three years, so we gotta honour that as his followers

Princess Wars

Everyone, I need your forgiveness

I have a constant ADHD itch. Please forgive my erratic behaviour

I have a range of repetitive autistic stims. Please forgive my annoying habits

I have an impulsive urge to say words over and over on repeat called echolalia. Please forgive the silly things I say

I have a natural mirroring instinct to imitate people and movies. Please forgive any silly gestures I make. Silly things I have said and done week after week since I was a kid. All my life I've had these conditions

I have a lack of social mind reading skills, and am surprisingly naïve to things folks may find obvious. Described sometimes as mind blindness or social cue blindness. So please forgive me for saying the wrong thing at the wrong time, or not saying the right thing at the right time

Elly & Stella. Please forgive me for every silly thing I've ever said. Including saying you can both be my wives last night

Either of you can marry me. Which one will it be? Decide for yourselves. I have asked you both to marry me. Both offers stay on the table. God has picked you both. That's everything to me. So I'll accept whoever takes the offer and swears vows to me first

Please forgive me also for every silly or annoying thing I may say as we live together in love. I will be the best hubby I can for you. Give you everything your heart desires. Make you the happiest girl in the world. Love you with all I am. Share everything I have with you, whichever one of you it is

You're both great girls. I look forward to playing vid games with Elly, making music with Stella, and watching Star Trek with you both. Either of you can make me happy. The signs say you're both a perfect match

You're both so different. It would be a very different loveship with one than the other. You both intrigue me. I have feelings for you both. Yet I can only marry, fall in love and raise a fam with one. So says the sacred law

So please forgive me for everything silly I've ever done. We all make mistakes don't we. I'm no different. Just know I'm sorry. Please forgive me also for everything wrong I'll ever do. Know I'll try my best to do no wrong and make amends if I do

"If you forgive others for the wrongs they do to you, your Father in heaven will forgive you." (Matthew 6:14)

So please forgive me now and forever. For every silly thing I've done and will ever do. Then we can move on from our old lives to something new with each other. I'm looking forward to it. To either one of you amazing ladies, I will give my all

Just add and chat to me and we'll bond every day. The competition ain't over till one of you swears vows to me. So feel free both to add me. We can even have group chats. Go on dates without love. Just to meet each other. Maybe God will give us an engagement day deadline by which we have to decide. As for now it's nebulous

If just one adds me, it will be an easy choice. If both I'll make sure you're both honoured and respected. I won't dump either of you suddenly. I'll make sure you both know what's going on and where we stand

If I form bonds with you both, and you both wanna wed me equally, you can discuss it with each other and me. If we still can't decide, the Lord will send us a sign when the time is right. He is good. You're both his daughters and he loves you. If you both obey by adding me, he will make sure you're both looked after and happy with the result of it all. He will find the remaining girl a different hubby, or give her a new calling that will make her happy. So trust the Lord. He led all of us here and will keep leading us if we follow him

The girl who adds me first will have the longest time to bond with me, and the most chance of getting picked by God for engagement, as she will be most in his favour. The engagement sign could appear anytime. Even tomorrow. So it's best to add me soon to have the best chance. Bonding now will prevent other life events leading you away from me, the monarchy and destiny as well. So it's best to add me soon for both reasons. Either one or both of you. He will make sure you're both looked after, and I'm sure will award the throne to the one who is most virtuous from today onwards. So please him by adding me. Then keep pleasing by following him with me every day. That's what's required of the holy queen. So the holy princess must get her practice in. I look forward to hearing from either one of you or both

Polygamy

Yesterday I got the idea that me and both love matches could live together as a team, working for world peace

But today I thought it through and realised. If we was all just friends, maybe it could work. But a three way love would be complex at best

I'd have to spend equal time with both alone and together. So it would either use up more time. Or mean I couldn't spend us much time as I would with one wife. Also I'd have to make sure I never favoured one wife over the other

Then what of raising the kids? Two mothers teaching the kids might conflict with their methods. Resentments could grow and be passed on to the kids. It would be more difficult to manage a relationship like that

Then what of succession? The children of both could fight each other for the crown. We would have to teach them all it's the most suitable who should lead. So we'll decide their order of succession based on suitability. Which one picks up all the lessons best

Also we'll teach them serving God and the people is what's most important. That's why we must let the most suitable one lead, and not just try to grab power impulsively on instinct

Then there is the hearts of the people to consider. As role models, we'd be teaching folks polygamy is the best way. That could make everyone's lovelives more complex and competitive than they are already

Everyone naturally wants more than one wife or husband. Because people are selfish, and attraction is natural. As natural as the birds and bees

But we gotta think of equality. If it's alright for men to have two wives, equality tells us a woman can have two husbands. I don't want my wife to have two husbands. So I don't suppose she really wants me to have two wives either

If all three of us feel this way, chances are most other folks will feel the same. So it looks like monogamy is winning

But what if I marry one and just stay friends with the other? That could work. If my wife trusts me. God did pick all three of us after all

If my wife don't trust me, we could just keep the friendship long distance. If it still bothered her, even talking online, I'd have to respect her objections

This is also why there should be no love before marriage. As I could date both and love both. Then we could never all be friends. As we couldn't trust our feelings for each other

But if we only love after marriage, we all know where we stand. I'm with one of them only for life and that's it. The other girl could never be anything more than a friend. Else I would break vows made to God, society and my wife, for which there would be more than one kind of hell to pay

So what's polygamy all about anyway? Lions do it. They have a lot of wives. But lions are animals. They know no better

They call me the lion of Judah, as that is a nickname for the king of Jews. Yet Judah himself had just one wife. Plus three kids. In Genesis 38. Yet he was unfaithful to his wife, so God punished him for that

That's why I won't be unfaithful to mine. Gotta learn from the mistakes of the past. That's part of what Bible stories are for

Judah's dad Jacob had four wives. That didn't work out well either. As the twelve tribes of his twelve sons all ended up fighting each other. This is why the Jews prefer monogamy today. As king of the Jews, monogamy is the most obvious choice for me

As the Bible is our main religious text, we should always look to that for answers. In the beginning God created Adam and Eve. One man. One woman. In Eden. So that's the ideal model of marriage we should look at. The way God intended

Even their sons fought though. But that was not God's intention. It's because their sons were not born or raised in Eden. As their parents got kicked out and cursed for eating the fruit of evil. I guess they didn't have good parenting guidebooks to read either. So hopefully we'll do a better job of teaching our kids to live at peace with each other. As these are more enlightened times. More heavenly than times of old. Closer to heaven on earth. Which is what the world will be like in the future

The speaker today Dallas Jenkins is the maker of the Chosen series, and wears a 5 & 2 teeshirt. I mentioned my matches being chosen in last night's vid, and wrote about the 2 of them in the description. So it's a sign what I said was inspired. My matches are chosen. But what are they chosen for? A two way or three way marriage?

First let's work out what his teeshirt means. 5 & 2 refers to the 5 loaves and 2 fish Jesus used to feed 5000 people. But Jesus was celibate, and lust is a sin. So straight away we can see it don't relate to that

In Christianity the fish is a symbol of following Jesus. Of swimming the opposite way to everyone else. Of being caught in heaven's net, dying to this world and being transformed into an angel in heaven

So the two fish in this case mean one happy married couple who walk the holy way. So what's the 5 loaves? The community. As a married couple is part of the community. They gotta set good examples to everyone. Me and mine even more as we will teach and guide many with the work we do. So the five loaves is a sign of ministry. We have to minister to the five. Lead them the right way on the life path. The way that leads to heaven

Dallas himself is happily married. So he and his wife are a pair of fish that set good examples to all the unmarried people out there. Including us. His vid length hints that the message is for the 5. And the 2 means two way forgiveness. We gotta forgive other people, then God will forgive us and let us go to heaven

What made me think of polygamy then? Lots of things. First of all my two love matches added each other. So I was thinking could this work? As I was thinking that, two gentle windgusts blew late at night. Can't remember exactly when. I was tired. But there was a 2 in the number, and I knew it was telling me just to consider polygamy

Next day I remembered the mahdi sign. Jews call me moshi. Muslims call me mahdi. Muhammad had eleven wives, and in Islam it is permitted to have more than one. That's all I knew. So based on that I thought maybe

Then God made me get confused by thinking Elly and Stella unfollowed each other. So I put my bio for Elly only. When I realised the next night, I thought I had been harsh on Stella. So that along with everything else inspired me suddenly late last night to mention polygamy. I was basically saying hey, both you gals is welcome. While it's true I like both gals, now I've slept on it and thought about it, I can see it would be unadvisable to have two wives, for many reasons

I looked up polygamy in Islam and it's usually only rich folks. Even in Arabia where Mecca is. Understandable as a rich guy can afford to keep two families. Marriage was originally a business deal. So a rich guy naturally gets more wives. Yet we wanna do away with the rich and poor class divide, don't we. So again it seems one wife is the ideal

God set all this up on purpose. He sent me signs to make me consider polygamy, mention it late last night and confuse everyone. So that I'd have to write this post about it today. Sorry for confusing you all. Especially my two matches. Today's verse is about forgiveness. So I must ask your forgiveness today. God loves it when we forgive. So has given you this chance to follow his instruction today. You can earn spirit dollars from this. As it is doing what God has asked

"If you forgive others for the wrongs they do to you, your Father in heaven will forgive you." (Matthew 6:14)

I now realise monogamy is the righteous way. It's all in today's numbers, look. 6 (that's me) 1 (only me, not two hubbies) 4 (for) 5 (the people, that's all of you, sharing this blog with all of you) & 2 (I'm for you and also for monogamy which makes a happy couple between just two people)

It also means monogamy should be the standard for the five. The ideal is everyone should couple up if they're gonna love at all. It's the virtuous way. Yet 5 is an odd number. It shows there will always be some who choose celibacy instead, monks and nuns. Or who disobey and choose lust. But the general rule for the 5 is to couple up, like the two cooked fish Jesus used to feed the community

Each married couple can feed the spirit of the community by contributing healthy relationships and good works. The two cooked fish means be in a thoroughly cooked relationship with one other person. Thoroughly cooked means committed to a lifelong working partnership, most likely raising children as well. Rather than in a half baked relationship, no bun in the oven, no orphan adoptions or no work commitments

My comment last night goes against everything I been preaching, don't it. One heart, one love. True love or no love. So I guess it confused you. I'm sorry. But don't worry. It confused me as well

Plus I just found out it's illegal in our countries. So definitely need some forgiveness today. We could have an open relationship legally. But that would still be lust and disloyalty. So sinful. God would not approve, as he only likes virtuous stuff. So monogamy it is

It is the most obvious way really isn't it. We only have one body don't we. That's a pretty clear sign we should only have one partner. If pregnancy is involved, a loyal partnership is what's best for the kids. It also sets good examples to the community. Contraception confuses the issue. It means you can make love without getting pregnant. But it's not natural is it, and going against nature is a sign it's not what God intended

So to be completely virtuous, you shouldn't even make love to your wife just for fun. It's only for making babies really. Nothing else. It could technically be used for bonding. But using a sinful pleasure of the flesh to bond isn't the wisest choice. It's like bonding by getting drunk together. There's better ways to bond than that

I don't expect everyone to never drink or make love again. But as role models of virtue, my wife and I should set good examples. We can bond just by holding hands, hugging, kissing, spending time together like we spend with no one else. It don't have to be coition

In the film clip at the end of the devo, the priest says they gotta follow the law of Moses. Then Jesus says he IS the law of Moses. It basically means prophets are allowed to make new laws and edit old ones, as they get their instructions from God in heaven. God makes laws to fit the time we live in. As times change our laws likewise need to change. With no prophet, folks stick to the laws written by the last prophet. But when a new prophet is sent, new laws can be given, and old laws updated or rephrased

That will be part of my job as a prophet as the years go by, and today I have concluded that monogamy is the virtuous ideal for all loving relationships. But the law of freewill or liberty means folks don't have to follow holy laws if they don't want. Yet they will lose spirit dollars if they don't

Flag of the Messiah

I discovered the Messiah Flag today. That's my flag!

It was designed in 1992 by the Jews when I was 8 and watching Sinbad the Sailor at home on TV. Many signs led me to the flag today and told me to blog about it. But I won't bore you with the details. Let's just talk about the flag!

It is also called the Moshiach flag, which is the Jewish word for Messiah. Though I like to shorten it to Moshi

The Jews designed the yellow flag to mean enlightenment and sunshine. So it's fate, as I bring the Sunray Project, and my hair is yellow also

The blue crown to me is the colour of the nightsky. As I am here for the daytime and the night, the darkness and the light. Also, my eyes are dark blue in colour, so again it's fate! It shows God was guiding the Jews when they designed the flag two decades ago

But if the yellow is my hair, and the blue is my eyes, what's the red writing underneath? Naturally you might think it means I will bring war and bloodhsed. Or that I must die like Jesus. But I have been told by God we can have a peaceful revolution without violence. So I thought of four meanings seen on the six flags below

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1

Successor of Christ

Red is Christ's colour as he turned water to wine, bled on a cross, and gave a sip of redwine to his followers so they could dine with him in spirit. The red thus reminds us I'm standing on Christ's shoulders. Carrying on his work of peace, not war

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2

Washed in the Blood

This reminds us I have drank the Wine of Christ so am ritually cleansed of sin and with him in spirit

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3

A King For All People

This reminds us all folks have one colour blood, red. As a king for all people, I'll focus on what we all have in common, and also ways to make the best of all our differences. For example, there are 4 different blood types, yet all types are red. So we're different but the same

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4

On My Head Be It

This reminds us the crown is on my head, but also all the responsibility of the kingdom. I have to be a king for all people, and not favour one culture over another, or on my head be the blame as well as the crown

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5

Long Live the King

This is an old one I didn’t make up. It was printed originally on the flag. It relates to the colour red as the pulse is what gives us life

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6

Welcome Messiah & King!

Another old one. In this case the red could be the excitement of the people to finally have their messiah. A messiah for all people

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So what motto do you guys like best? 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 or 6? Let me know in the comments!

If anyone can translate these phrases to Hebrew and print them on the flag in red in place of the English words, I'd like to see that

Funny enough I saw Jay printing pillowcases earlier. So maybe he can do some English versions

Jasmine could do a version as well, as she's pretty jazzy with a paintbrush

I was already planning to blog about the Moshi today. Then late this morn someone told me the Arabic word for Moshi is Mahdi. The same day I was planning to write about the Moshi. It was one of the many signs that told me to write this post

If Mahdi means Messiah, and I'm the Messiah, it makes me the Mahdi too, right? I'm here to make peace for Muslims as well after all. The lore says he's a descendant of Muhammad, and in a way I am. Muhammad's spiritual descendant. As the same God who inspired Muhammad also inspires me

So we could blend some Mahdi Flag elements into the design. Or redesign the flag completely. Or have different versions for different occasions. These are just my thoughts on the standard Moshiach Flag, which the signs have told me I should share with you today

Bizarre Love

Just before midnight I posted a vid that says I love God and God loves me. Now the chap of the day says:

"God is love. If we keep on loving others, we will stay one in our hearts with God, and he will stay one with us." (1 John 4:16)

16 is my birthday. Yesterday my love and I got the priestly blessing. That's so amazing! Yet she has blanked me. I'm upset. But the verse of the day tells us why. It's not her fault, she is just afraid. Look:

"A real love for others will chase all worries away. The thought of being punished is what makes us afraid. It shows we have not really learned to love." (1 John 4:18)

So she must be scared of commitment and getting pregnant, in case things go wrong. As the ref says ONE John for one EIGHT. She must think it is a punishment to not have her freedom. Or that she will look a fool for following a madman. Or that we won't be happy together. That is because she has not learned to love. I will teach her to love God. The love of God is the only true love. Only when we love God can we truly love each other. As his love flows through us

If she loved God, she would do as he says. She would not care about looking a fool, as God's love is all that matters. She wouldn't care about her own plans, as God's plan is all that matters. She wouldn't fear being unhappy with me, she'd trust God's matchmaking skills. People who love God know these things. I will teach her to love God if she follows and talks with me every day. She will still get to do chemistry. I'll help make her chemistry even better. Why not talk with me then? Only fear can block the way. Don't fear, my love, have faith

The only thing we should fear is God himself. It says so in the Bible. That what we should fear is not following his guidance. As he is our shepherd. He leads us to heaven. Doing anything other than following him will lead to dissatisfaction, reincarnation, and eventually hell

My dear Elly. God has sent you so many signs to say follow. So don't be afraid. Have faith in him and follow me

Hey I've just noticed, today's sign mentions Stella as well. God is reminding you, Elly, if you don't get with me, she could swoop in at any moment to reclaim her place on the throne

As speaker Stephen Foster is from Oxford. That's where she's from, and is also her star sign. Yet his wife is Beth. That's where you're from. Plus his church is called Aldates. No coincidence. God is saying this sign applies to you both. To all dates. Not just a date with you or her

So if you're wise, either of my loves actually, swoop in and claim your throne! Because of Elly's lack of faith yesterday, God has given another chance to Stella. Hey why don't you add each other and talk it through? Better yet, add me, and talk it through with me. First one to swear vows to me wins. This is not my will. It's the will of heaven. All I do is follow heaven's will. That's what you both should do as well. Why don't we all be friends and have a group chat? Thatta be a laugh. I can only marry one of you, as the ref says ONE eight. But we can discuss stuff till you gals decide which one of you it is

The Priestly Blessing

Have you seen today's vid, love? See the length? Because of our 38 sign, this is significant for us. It means today's blessing is for our whole family. You, me and our kids. This is great news. Especially as today's blessing is from Aaron

Aaron was the first high priest of Israel. I'll be the new high priest as I'm bringing the Temple Guild to Israel, their long awaited new temple, though in a new way they wasn't expecting. Not one atop the Temple Mount, but a worldwide Temple Guild for all religions, as is HaShem's will

I was given another priesthood sign as well. An almond tree grew over the garden of my childhood home. It is the first wild fruit I ever saw. I found the green coated fruits on my lawn and marvelled at them. One of my earliest memories. The almond tree is a symbol of the priesthood. It shows I was born to be Israel's next high priest

Aaron was great with words, like me. Moses was not as confident. So that relates to me and you as well. Aaron spoke for Moses, and I can write vids for you. They were family, and we will be family. In a different way, but fam is fam

Today's sign is saying you and me will be like a new Aaron and Moses for Israel. This is important, as the Jews have long awaited a successor to Moses as their messiah

What they don't know is Jesus really was that successor. Now I am Jesus's successor. Not his heavenly successor. Just his earthly one. Jesus was both king and high priest, as will I be. As I speak to the Lord directly, like the priests of old, and know how he wants the new Temple Guild to operate

Today's blessing tells us one of our sons will succeed me as high priest. If we have two sons, perhaps one will be king, the other high priest. We know this as Aaron today blessed not just us but our children as well

The next high priest after Aaron was his son Eleazar. So there is continuation. We may not descend directly from Aaron's bloodline. But God is giving the priesthood to a new bloodline now, with Aaron's blessing, as evinced by today's sign. We will of course honour Aaron, who now resides in heaven and has given us his blessing today. Just as Aaron and his sons blessed the people of Israel long ago, my sons and me will bless the people of Israel in modern times

We'll unite Israel with all the world. Eretz Israel will be the whole world then, not just the Holy Land. The whole world will be the new Holy Land. Jews will worship in temples all round the world. They will make peace with all nations. They won't be the only religion, but one of many. Yet God will bring this worldwide peace to all through their nation, via my sons and me, their new leaders. So it is that though each religion and temple will have its own symbols, the Global Temple Guild will have the Magen David as its logo. This is in honour of God's covenants with Israel since ancient days

How can I be king when I'm not even Israeli? The Bible says foreigners can convert and become Jewish. Jews nowdays have all sorts of ethnic backgrounds. Notice how today's speaker likewise has Eastern decent but a Western name. God picked Alan as today's speaker for this purpose. The world has changed much since the days of old, and Israel can now change with it. I'm here to lead Israel into a new era of world peace. I'll also continue to honour Aaron, Moses and the ancient Law. Especially as Aaron has blessed me and our family, Elly, today

If you add me today, chat to me, get to know me, live with me, get engaged to me, marry me, eventually God will make you the queen of Israel, and your children heirs to the priesthood and the throne. Today's blessing has promised us this