Coventry

Follow me? Help me free the world from inequality? No? Why? I see. You don't believe the prophecy. Or that the signs were sent to me. It's just options obviously. Not from the god of reality. So Stella did right ignoring me? So you'll all sing the same silent song? Just to prove me completely wrong? Just to send me to Coventry? Fine. I'll wait then. In Coventry. Writing on the pad till you have need of me

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The Mallard Reaction

Newsflash. Second chosen Elly recognizes the new chosen's first place right and supports our exotic chemical romance. So welcome Elly as godmother. Unblock me first of course and follow Dawn. Follow her back Dawn and follow me. Then we'll get a few plots and plans on the bubble. For queen camp and what not

Queen Training

Look Dawn. I said be my Romanesque empress the other day didn't I. Now it's Romans 12:12. It means just one two. Just one couple. Says it twice so as to emphasize loyalty. Just one couple coupling up for life. The speaker today is from Awesome Marriage. A sign that's what the 12 means and is what heaven wants us to have. There's gonna be folks who like to hassle and tussle with us like boxers. One two. One two. Left right. Left right. Of course. That's just life. But the verse is saying even through all the troubles we may face we must be patient and hopeful and cheerful and never stop praying and following heaven. We must keep shining like a lighthouse against a sea of troubles. And I must stand strong for you as a beacon of hope and guidance as well if sometimes you feel lost and wild like the ocean. It won't be an easy journey Dawn to the holy throne and fostering peace but we will make it if we trust Don El. I already know how to follow him and will teach you everything you need to know when you get here. It's actually a lot of fun most days. He's a very good boss and as a team you and I can teach all our followers. It will be a great life and holy quest for us both as video makers. We can do it as a team dear I know it

Look now the devotional has 6 paragraphs and includes the word joyful. It means Joy you will be full of joy with me and won't need a nine guy in your life. Just like I said last night. If heaven gives you a nine inch hubby fair enough. That's what heaven wants for you. But if it don't give you one you shouldn't go off looking for one of your own accord. Else you disobey heaven and miss out on a thousand times greater heavenly pleasures in the afterlife. Forget Stella's fire eyes. Why do you think angels have lightning eyes? Stella wants to say nine inching is really good because it killed her mouse. But that's just the devil in her wanting to pull you down as well. Don't listen. And Stella don't you listen to that inner devil either. Cut ties with your supersize McDonald's meal and go celebate to repent. Possibly for life or till heaven shows me new signs for you. You were heaven's chosen so it won't forget you. Be a celebate royal supporter and you will be looked after and earn your ticket to heaven still. Now the beautiful cat lady has shown us a multiculture couple in her latest vid. But got the wrong end of the bone it seems. Ha that stupid guy is such a jesterdog like us. Just says silly and awkwardly flirty jokes trying to vibe with an unusual girl on her level without thinking if it's PC or might offend anyone else except the girl he's chatting to. Better not let the cats hear or they'll get his tongue! Oops too late. Guys calm down. If the girl said it offended her I'm sure he woulda said he was just joking and not said it again. I dunno if that couple will make it as being loyal to anyone is difficult and to someone of a different culture more so. But even if they don't last we can. We won't just do it for us but for heaven and peace and set a good example for everyone. You see all the cats in the comments going up in arms and crying out for the blood of that guy? Whoa you cats gotta learn to spot a joke fr. Bro was real life spoofing it for sure just like me twenny years ago. Heaven created parrots like me and him. It also created nine guys and gives them to certain fems during different lifetimes. Even if the signs give you a nine inch hubby though it's not an excuse to have sex for pleasure all the time. Ideally it's only sex for making babies. That means just once a year. The backdoor stuff is a sin really as it is just for pleasure. However for a wife and hubby to bond it is permitted. As heaven surprisingly is laid back and don't ask everyone to be monks all the time. There's nothing wrong with indulging a bit of worldly pleasure. As long as it is in the service of heaven and not your own whims. So Dawn you gotta accept me as your one and only and enjoy all I give you and stay loyal with me and not dream of anyone else. That is your task from heaven. To make a loyal marriage and fammy life for yourself with me. We must be loyal to show all our male and female and multiculture friends it is the right thing to do. Else we just follow the devil and lead them all astray like Stella who keeps trying to glorify the sin of lust and ignore heaven. Stop it Stella and repent. Stop trying to corrupt my new queen and fool her and lead her astray. Follow me from now on Stella and walk the righteous way. Dawn I just noticed you took your question vid down as well. So looks like you already got the picture and understand a lot of this stuff. That's great. You will fly through the training quicker than Stella. You're already two years ahead of her for sure. So let's get started love. Don't you get left behind as well

Look the girl in the image has wavy hair like you and is joyfully praying to Allah in a difficult time. There's 13 lines as you're the third chosen and I had some bad luck in the past but with a snap of your fingers you'll wish it away. Then we'll have a completely new life with each other and make world peace 11. So let that girl today be you. Thank Allah for sending you me. Then follow me and we will train and do everything Allah tells us to make peace in the holy land and all the world. In your question vid I noticed you seemed a tad apprehensive of living abroad. For a start we'll get to have a lot of fun in our green and pleasant land first during the training years. We may also get to do a bit of travelling outside the holy land during our reign. I'm sure Palastel has plenty of fun things of it's own to do anyway. So we won't miss England at all. Even if it isn't that fun in the holy land we'll make it so. As king and queen we can you know

Lust Report

New scientific evidence reveals sex for pleasure is not God's will. With so many negative side effects sex for pleasure (known traditionally as lust in religious circles) is clearly a dance with the devil. Those who use sex for pleasure experience such side effects as

Lack of focus

Preoccupation with self image

Reduced productivity at work

Moodiness

Low self esteem

Jealousy

Competitiveness

Clinginess

Fomo

Smelliness

Mass hysteria

These are just some of the ailments associated with lust. Much like smoking cigarettes the benefits of sex for pleasure are few while the toxic side effects are many. Truth is you don't need lust to survive or to be happy. It is a toxic pastime that ruins relationships and one's own personal sense of contentment. Join me today at the antilust celibacy party for better health and let's live a good life together

Portions

Dawn. Understand this. Every man wants a supersize McDonald's and every woman wants a supersize man. But do you feel any more satisfied after a supersize than a regular? No. It's just gluttony. Every girl wants the biggest diamond ring. In competition with their friends. But truth is it's just their egos wanting to be the girl with the most. Heaven has life quests for each of us. We're all heaven's creations. Heaven has given us life as a gift. So we should use the gifts given to serve heaven and not our own desires. If we obey heaven we get well looked after on earth and many heavenly rewards in the afterlife. Heaven just gives us what we need to do the task it has asked us to do. Heaven gives us plenty of worldly pleasures. But if we just go chasing the pleasures of the world instead of listening to heaven then we have to look after ourselves in this life and will have no heavenly rewards to look forward to. Trust me when I say heavenly rewards are a thousand times more pleasurable than the biggest meal and man and ring you can find. The devil says don't follow heaven. Don't accept what heaven gives you. Chase the supersize. Ignore heaven. But the signs say ignore the supersize and marry regular old me. I'm not the biggest. But I am the ideal husband for you. We're a match made in heaven and you can't get better than that. You've seen the signs to say you're my chosen princess and you've heard the devil's howling that there might be something better somewhere else. So the only question is who you gonna listen to? The devil whispering in your ear and in the ears of all your female friends? Or the signs from heaven and angelic words spoken by me the prophet?

Honour

Dawn. You're an honourable sweetheart. Like me. Loyal as dogs ain't we? So I just picked you up on the honour among thieves thing to brush your honour up even more. Stella though is an honour flop. She don't even know what it is. She has as much loyalty as a stray cat in the wilderness. That's why I praised her scrap of honour so she would get the picture what it is and what she needs to work on. Wasn't dissing you in the process love. So afford this poor in pocket but rich in virtue chappy here the honour of being his bride alright? You don't gotta pay me dear. Just pay your way. All I want is you. Not your money. I want us to be the most awesome sauce multiculture couple prancing round saving the world one vid at a time. How about it? Take my hand. I will look after you with all I am. I promise

Three Mean Queens

Just saw your latest follow Stella. Shows honour respect and a hint of remorse from you. That deserves recognition. Well done. More of that from you please. Every day. Unblock me while you're at it. You don't need that spaceman you were dating anymore. All you need is me. All you ever needed was me

Dawn is cash and bones all you care for? Or is all that yapping a distraction while you hide your head in the sand scared to speak up for what's truly righteous? I'm not amused by your ignorance. Pretending I and heaven and Allah don't exist won't free you of responsibility. It's like ignoring a tax letter. Heaven tax. Always wiser to pay it sooner. Or it mounts up

Elly you're being rather quiet. I know you're a lady of few words and that's alright but unblock me at least if you wanna show some faith and get back in the running. Don't think all three of you ignoring me together like a flock of frightened sheep will give you safety in numbers and hide you from heaven's eyes. Heaven sees everything you do or fail to do and will hold each of you individually accountable

God's Work

Verse says God blesses those who wanna obey him more than eat or drink. Don't mean you can't eat or drink. Just means put him first. Before food and drink. Like I did today. He told me to talk again to my bride and I did. First thing this morn. Then at noon. Then this eve. Now this letter. I obeyed today's command. How about you guys? Have you been supporting the new prophet as requested?

Test of Faith

Alright Dawn my love. You mentioned money. Was that knowingly? Had you seen today's verse? Then I was inspired to respond. Now heaven presents you with the classic Jewish test of faith. Show us you're worthy to be queen of the Jews. God himself is asking you to test him. He's saying put ten percent of your crops in the storehouse. Not literally as that was written thousands of years ago. It just means give some of your money to heaven and heaven will reward you. Don't mean give it to church necessarily. Means put the money where God asks you specifically. Don't have to be exactly ten percent either. That is just a guideline. So basically here's what you gotta do to pass this test. Follow me. Discuss new living arrangements. Support me with cash as I go about each day speaking to God and doing everything he tells me to do. You will come along with me to train and work and have fun with me every day. This is your first big test of faith now Dawn. You've had your inauguration. You've seen all the signs. You've asked me questions and heard answers. You're worried if you get with me you'll lose money. God knows how you feel so is testing you. He is saying trust him more than your own ideas or even your accountant. Throw ten percent of your time and money and everything in with me. God is saying if you do so he will make you queen of the Jews and that's a promise. Have faith my love and follow me today. Fail this test and your stock with heaven will drop like with the other girls. Don't think well they had months and years to dither and decide so you can have the same. Their stock slowly dropped because of their lacks of faith. This is your first test Queen Dawn. So pass it. All you need to do to pass the test is follow me today. That's it. That public gesture will be enough. As it implies we're gonna chat and meet and share money in future. We don't have to do all that today. You just gotta take that first step. Don't let me or heaven down Queen Dawn. I really like you and heaven will reward you as I'm the one it has picked for you. I tell you this early so you have time to consider and pray and study the verse of the day. You have until midnight tonight to follow me. It's the 17th today so following me is a sign for everyone you wanna go steady 7s with me. Ignore the date on this blog as it is delayed by about 8 hours for some reason. Can't wait to hear from you soon

Let the Training Begin

Look at the oracle today my queen. Philippians are foreigners. People not from Israel. So me and you in other words. 4:9 means we've been picked 4 a level 9 task as holy land monarchs

I'll be your mentor for this new job. You already believe in Allah. So I'm sure you'll love living here with me. The devotional says keep practicing. Keep training for your new job

It's no coincidence it says that. It says it because heaven knows why it has called you and is telling you you gotta train and I gotta train you. The holy land needs a skilled queen and you will be when the training is complete

If you really wanna follow heaven. Train with me is what you gotta do. As that is what heaven is asking you. What it has called you for. So visit or invite me there. We'll train for the job Allah has picked us for. By the date of our coronations we'll be ready to do the job with flying colours

Can't wait to meet you and get started. So add me. Unlike those other queens who thought it was tricks or a joke or just lacked faith. Step up and answer the call. Answer me and let us fall in love and train and work as heaven says. We'll get your training underway. Then lead the world and holy land to peace

Heartbreak

God made me break Dawn's heart yesterday by saying I loved a blue eye girl more. Then got me to fix her heart by saying love is more than eyes. Now the speaker of the day looks like her. Talking of broken hearts. With brown eyes and blue clothes

Shows God set the situation up to help me and my new bride tackle the race issue. A hurdle we gotta jump sooner or later if our hearts are to become one

She may think she is not good enough because she is caramel and hazelnut instead of honey and butter. But God says no I made both. You're my prophet's perfect wife

Today's verse is 18. Means the speaker foretells one of your pregs will be a fem. Yesterday's speaker was a guy. So we'll have four sons and a daughter. Is that why one of the ducks was a different colour? Was it a gender reveal? It'd make sense

I said yesterday maybe one kid might be a cat. That's great as cats and dogs are known to live in harmony under one roof. We can teach our cat and dog kids how to live in peace so they can be cat and dog ambassadors in our quest for world peace. Whatever the plumage means we'll make it work for Team World Peace inshallah

We'll be an exotic fam with different shades blended. Standing for racial equality and peace on earth. So follow me love. We'll start a romance that'll stand the test of time and raise a fam to keep sharing wisdom with the next generation

I must just say the verse image today is a falling star like I said Stella is. God wants you to know there's always hope if you turn to him Stella. He will save you from damnation. Let you go to purgatory. Lead you on the righteous path. So turn to God. But Dawn. You be my queen

Beliefs

Alright Dusky. Today heaven says to be queen of the Holy Land you gotta accept that because heaven sent you signs through a Christian app Jesus is real. So we gotta believe in him as well as Islam. Do we have a deal?

Bluey

Sorry accidentally double tapped a young lady's vid from my for you page at 10:03. Was dithering between exercise or staying on my phone and tapped the screen an extra time as I went to move to the next vid. Always heaven's doing. So for whatever reason heaven wanted you to know this today. Her name is Bluey. She has blue eyes and blond hair. So do I. So maybe he's saying there's a queen like that waiting in the wings if the third one turns me down. I guess the more queens who turn me down the worse the war situation will turn out. So I really don't want Dusky to turn me down. I want her to say yeah so we can do our bests to save the world. If Stella says yes now I don't think it'll change anything. It'll just be the same as Dawn saying yes. So either of you three say yeah. I don't care. But after Dusky's vid last night I love her most

Ugly Duckling

Hey just realised four ducks are blond so it's like what? Four from a blond mum one from my darling Dusky? No it's just the story of the ugly duckling. I am one. I know what it's like. In the story the duckling turns out not to be ugly. Just pretty in a different way. An unexpected unusual way. So the sign tells us something like four of our kids will have religious hearts of gold like me and their mum. But one will have a science heart and be the odd one out. Preferring skulls and spiders more than puppies and rabbits. So they will turn out to do something good but unique in the fam. Rather different to all their siblings. It's good as we now know what to expect. So we can raise all five right. The mottled colour does hint at the ethnic mix between us because we all know that's a fact. What we might not think is their hearts can be different. The natural science and religion variation may occur even in the same fam. We know this now so know what to look out for and I look forward to meeting and raising all five. Their souls in heaven now watching us thinking who their future fam can be. It can be us. So let's do it dear

Heaven Calling

Shammy my beautiful treasured new queen. You must be thinking of making commitment to me. Is it the right thing to do? Well heaven has sent signs to help you decide

Another guy from Radical speaks today. Another sign our new royal fam will bring a radical new way of life to the holy land. This is what heaven is calling you to help me do

The devotional says when Jesus called his disciples some of them willingly followed him. Those who didn't he left behind

You got your call the other night and it has continued yesterday and today. Like a phone that keeps ringing. Or a shepherd that keeps calling his sheep

Now today's verse and devotional are talking about divine callings from heaven. This is a clear sign. It couldn't be a trick even if I spoke to Australia

So have faith in the signs from heaven my dear. No one can frown on you for doing what heaven says. Heaven is the boss of us all after all

Heaven is calling you to follow me. The call will end eventually. So answer the call before it ends. To answer it do as heaven says. Follow me. Follow and we'll work for world peace as a team

Don't worry about anything else in life. Family or money or work. Heaven is calling now. The only thing you have to do in all the world is follow me. As heaven has asked you to do. So have faith and follow me and all will work out wonderfully

Edits

Just changed paragraph number to 8 and reworded the last bit of Commit. Sounds like comet huh. Nice replacement for Stella

Commit

Guys I just found this super cute beauty in the Bible App. He is a sign. Specially sent for my new queen Shammy

Most likely what our son will look like. Ain't that nice? It one of the best amazing verses he ever read! Imagine how amazed when he finds about us! He is from Radical and a royal fam like us will certainly be a radical shift for holy land rulership won't it. He say long as we follow heaven all these plans we have will be success. We will turn the world peace key. The devotional says Commit to the Work and is 11 paragraphs. So that's what I want from you Shammy. To commit to working for world peace with me for the rest of your years. We will make an awesome team as we're a match made in heaven. You ain't scared like those other ladies are you? You're brave my canine queen. Come run with this lone wolf. Start a new pack. It's the 11th today as well and the 10th month reminds us three chosen but one love. You're chosen around the time I found Stella a couple years ago which shows you're a legit replacement. The vid and devotional make the sign of today even more complex which adds weight to your claim. The more multifaceted the sign the more important it is. I wrote the word complex earlier before reading the devotional and now find the same word in the devotional

In the letter I said I was too busy to write down all the signs I saw about you. Today the speaker says God is not too busy. It shows though we're only human God has time to make us successful. The devotional also includes the word genuine and I told you earlier me calling you my wife was genuine holy spirit inspiration

The devotional later mentions honor and the first letter I wrote you yesterday was about that

Earlier I said all you need is faith. The devotional says the same thing but uses the word obedience

Just gotta have faith enough to obey the signs and inspired words of the prophet. Then heaven will smile on us and make us successful in our world peace endeavor. So you with me Shammy? Let's show the world what faith is

If we read the prayer it mentions John 14:14 followed by Luke 1:37. It could mean one John for one four or there's like me John and Stella dancing saying like one four one four as if she is the only four. I don't know if she is and don't care about that. What matters is this sign reminds us she could still take the throne if she jumps in while you and Elly delay

So it's not over for the other girls. But if you want this throne Shammy dear now is your chance to secure it for yourself. Once you're in first place all you have to do is walk the way with me each day and there can be no challenge from them to your succession. They will be godmums or nothing unless you of your own freewill later abandon the campaign and they step in. The word of the day is commit. This is your call from heaven. Make a commitment to me and heaven and the campaign today and you'll be first in line to the royal throne. Just follow me to make it so

Third Chosen

Hehehe. Look at how funny the Lord is. I got three chosen now and there's a little shining lighthouse next to a big sea with Proverbs 16:3. Now that's humour. Anyone think the Lord is not funny now? He invented comedy you know. what a guy. If we make our plans according to what the Lord tells us we will succeed. I have seen a lotta signs for the third. But unlike the other two they have appeared sporadically. I have kept getting regular signs for her every week or month or so. I can't even remember them. Didn't write them down. Too busy. But El has kept bringing her to my attention. I remember I found her and Israel on TikTok at the same time and the signs at that time told me to add Israel first then her above with more followers. So that's real significant if she is to be queen. I can't remember what the signs were now and they didn't say she was third chosen at the time. Just that I should add her. She had a vid at the time as well saying she felt like she got a sign from Allah about something. So I was happy to see she was religious and thought she'd make a good queen. Heaven has kept bringing her to my attention with signs and I have gradually realised she is heaven's next choice. I have thought for a while she is third chosen but got no inspiration to say so. Then when I saw her thief vid after I said thief and the verse said thief. Even if she just had it in drafts and posted it to coincide with the verse knowingly. She still had the vid in her drafts and made an effort to follow the verse. But if she had no clue it's better. Either way I liked it. That's when I felt suddenly inspired to call her my wife. As she said it about another guy jokingly. But I thought she meant me. When she took her thief vid down and said she wanted a 121 like I hinted with the song I went into celebration mode. As I said Allah if she responds quick I'll know for sure this time she is the third. I feel like we'd get on well. I actually enjoy her vids most out of all three queens. She is religious like me instead of scientific

I didn't just call her my wife for fun either. I felt genuine holy spirit inspiration like with all my letters. Now the day's verse and image confirm it. It is a sign from heaven. I never check the verse before midnight. Why has my vid for her got low views? First it's that El knew how excited I was. He didn't want me to explode so kept it on the low. Second it's a test of faith for her. Will she add me even with such views? Does she trust Allah or the Algorithm more? So dear if you wanna jump to first in line for the holy land throne follow me. Show those other two what it means to have faith. Then Elly will be second and Stella third. Else Allah will most likely relegate you to third in line. The offer stands till heaven says. Could be a day or week or more. But if you don't respond heaven generally just moves on regardless. So show faith in Allah and his prophet and the signs. Then he will be pleased with you and make you first in line

Just saw another sign. Audemars Piguet have released a new 43mm watch. Watch represents time and TikTok as time is running out for the other two and moving on for the third. There is Mars in the name and Mars in the song I sent yesterday. The catchphrase is innovation and seek beyond which shows that heaven isn't stuck on the first two queens but has more options beyond them. 43 means there's now 3 potential queens to make a royal oak fammy tree with me. Also means we'll help save the children of the world by bringing the new multiversity system for everyone where no child is born in poverty. The sign is also a blessing from heaven on the AP company saying they're not a bad company just because heaven sent a bad sign through them. Dark blue and gold is the colour theme. That represents Israel and the enlightenment we will bring the country. The ad features a young woman and old man which shows the third chosen is like half my age right now. This is a complex and detailed sign of the same magnitude I saw for Elly and Stella. So there you have it. The official third has been chosen. How will you respond to this revelation love?

Honour Among Thieves

Yesterday I said they said I'm a thief but I was never what they said. Today my apparently third wife spotted me doing a ramraid of a high street store twenty years ago and stood outside shouting to folks till I legged it. Where's the honour in that dear? Kind of a sham if you ask me. Though you know my pals used to call me babysham and babyshambles sang a song called beg steal or borrow

Anyway I didn't lie when I said I never. As if you let me finish the sentence you would hear I never did the dishonourable things they accused me of. Which was stealing their money under their noses and lying to their faces about it. Or burgling their houses while they slept. I never betrayed any of my friends like that. So I felt confused and nervous as to why they would think it. And depressed I had no way to prove my innocence to them. So the suspicion lingered and I felt guilty in their eyes even though I never was. I always conducted myself with honour

Some of my mates loved thievery. I never did but went along with it a couple times. Mostly just because I was there at the wrong time and got roped in. Plus we was all misguided young men and had no role models to tell us otherwise. We thought it was cool. I really didn't wanna do it but went along with it once or twice out of peer pressure. It was a kind of rite of passage. I did it to get respect from my friends. I never intended to victimise anyone or make myself rich by making money off their stuff. That's what a true thief is and I was never that

My friends scoped out a nickable car and motorbike and kept on at me to go along with them on different nights. I was just there with them when they were planning it a couple times so went along. But didn't wanna. I didn't plan it and it wasn't my idea. I was swept along with it by my peers and didn't enjoy it

My mates only spoke about the bike and car like objects. Like drugs. So I didn't give a thought for the owners. I didn't think I was stealing from anyone. It was just there in the dark and we didn't see anyone. I was young and naïve and didn't comprehend how it would affect the owners. So I didn't victimise them intentionally and anyway they were probably insured. So it was basically an honourable thing to do because I was being loyal to my friends and not intending to cause anyone trouble

Then there was the ram raid. What was that all about? Basically drunken boredom. It was more an act of mindless vandalism than thievery. It was late. No clubs or shops open. No parties going. My mate started it and me and my other mate joined in. It was a victimless crime from a rich high street store. The prices they charge are basically criminal anyway. Still two wrongs don't make a right. All kinds of theft are wrong even if it's victimless

So if I finished that sentence last night I'd say I never did the dishonourable things they said. And that statement would be true. Yet if you was pedantic and just looked at the dictonary definition of theft then you could say my statement was false. But that is not how I meant it. I meant it as a matter of honour

Only two people I stole from personally is my mate Dan. But it was a drunken joke and we gave the money back next day when we sobered up. We pretended to mug him randomly when we saw him in the street late at night. It was just a hullabaloo but he got scared and ran off so we was left with his phone and some cash. Basically an accidental mugging. Like walking out a shop without paying. We gave his stuff back red-faced next day

Other person is my mum. I drew £50 out of her bank without asking. It was because someone had loaned me drugs and told me to sell it on by a certain date. But I got drunk and me and my mates smoked it all. It was my first batch for sale. I was worried the guy was gonna rob my house if I didn't pay. I was too ashamed to tell my mum I was selling drugs. But knew she would want to help me anyway. So I just saved her the worry and took the cash without asking. Really just borrowed the cash. Once I'd sold the next batch the following month I paid her back and told her the reason I borrowed it without asking was just I had owed someone cash. So again completely honourable

This was way back before I had religion. Now I have religion I don't steal no more. Not even for honour. So hopefully you can see I have always conducted myself with honour. And that is what I meant last night when I said I never. Never did dishonourable stuff to my mates. Or knowingly to anyone. Now I see there's more honour to be found in walking the way of virtue so hope all my old mates walk it with me

"‭A thief comes only to rob, kill, and destroy. I came so that everyone would have life, and have it fully." (John 10:10)

Manual Mode

I gotta go out now and I'm worried I'll wobble. I seen this vid the other day by Karmzee. He knows exactly what I'm on about. Except he wobbles round girls his own age. He calls them baddies. That's what often happens when I see kids in public. Why does Karmzee wobble? I'd say it's his fear of embarrassment. That is why he becomes self conscious. That's what it is with me. Especially as an autistic person. I've often used gestures or words at the wrong time and folks have misinterpreted and either laughed or got angry. Either way it frightens me. So maybe Karmzee is feeling like if he don't look ice cool the girls will laugh at and reject him. So he is feeling the same emotions as me. When I first heard about violence against child abusers it terrified me because I'd already been called gay and a thief a million times when I wasn't. I had already been misunderstood so many times I thought whoa. What if they think that of me and murder me? Ever since then I have been terrified of it. It was always a subject of terror for me. So when I spoke to the girls about it and it seemed lighthearted it was such a relief not to be scared. I didn't realize it was a trap to lure me into the thing I feared most. So it certainly didn't help my original fear. It just made it worse and is still with me today. Even right now as I write this and am thinking of going to the shop to get food. What happens is I'm walking along all innocent. Not hurting anyone. No bad intentions. Then kids appear. The fear just strikes me. I suddenly turn very self aware. What some of Karmzee's commenters call Manual Mode. I don't really have the fear around girls my age. I guess because no one has threatened me about them. But the threats always haunt me about the kids. So if I see a kid or pic of one or an adult who looks like one and I know it'd be a disaster to act odd around them it puts me into manual mode and I just feel all self conscious and awkward and have to try not to wobble. It's nothing to do with the girl herself. It's all about me suddenly turning self conscious and not being able to walk normally without thinking about what I'm doing. Which means it's likely I will miss a step or take my hands out of my pockets or suddenly start looking around at my environment. Aware of it all of a sudden where before I was just in a daydream. That's all it is so if you see me wobble just know it's a sudden moment of self consciousness brought about by the fear of looking like a pervert and being wrongfully murdered because of it. Nothing bad

Supernatural Disaster

Just saw the news flash. There's a hurricane in Florida. It coincides with the red sky I saw when finding the pitstop series of signs about T. Florida is the place I was accused. So it makes sense. Heaven is sending a message. Both the Florida rumours and the T affair put the Holy Land royal fam in jeopardy. Without us to turn the world peace key there will be world war three. This isn't just a storm for Florida people. It's also a sign for the goss group. T has to reject Stella romantically and encourage her to live celibately with me. And the goss group have to stop spreading the rumours and instead start spreading nice words about me everywhere so I get more likes and views. Both parties doing so will prevent the war. That is what the storm and red sky signs mean. So it's not just down to me and Elly to save the world. It's down to everyone reading this letter. We all have to work as a team. Team World Peace. So no more saying "Well if you're heaven's chosen one then you and heaven should just save the world without us lifting a finger. Or even if we're all against you." The fact is no. I'm not the only chosen one. Everyone reading this letter has been chosen to join Team World Peace and we're all responsible. I hope the people of Florida weather the storm well and join us after it's all blown over

Royal Fam

I haven't forgotten my beautiful Elly of course. She is technically first in line. But if heaven is sending red skies about Stella I gotta write the letter for her don't I. I just read the signs I see. It was a beautiful natural phenomenon but had no idea it was about Stella at the time. Just God's creation. Didn't relate the sign to Stella till just now. Maybe it can work with Stella as godmum but why the red skies? I know maybe it's just because she was at dragon con instead of queen camp. Maybe she just needs to live here with me and be part of this new royal fam even as godmum to prevent the war? Sorry I don't know the facts I was just so shocked by the red sky so wrote what seemed most obvious at the time. So yeah unless heaven tells me otherwise we'll go with that interpretation. Stella is godmum and Elly is queen as things stand. Long as they both do as heaven says. So add me now ladies before there's another storm or something

Weather Eye

I vowed no restaurants or snacks the other night right. But sometimes we say things and later realize it's not practical. Sometimes a snack on the go is the only answer. Or when your mum is feeling sad and you gotta take her out to cheer her up. So gotta be a bit flexible you know. Just not gluttonous. Not eating more than we need or spending more than is appropriate. Deal?

Man just thinking about that red sky now. We were so wowed by it the other morning. It was the reddest most beautiful we seen so took pictures. I didn't know at the time but looking at it now I see. We know Stella not living with me means war is more likely. As these signs all related to T it's again another reminder. She gotta stop seeing T and get living with me pronto. Not just for adventure but the sake of the world

Paradise

Yesterday I told you we was at a pitstop. Then the verse image showed a pitstop. Plus a guy with a tall bag. What could be in a bag that size? Also hinted you shouldn't lose your mind over Stella T. Now today's verse image has a horse with its head disappearing off the edge of the screen

If a Moroccan bazaar was your plan maybe you'd be headed there as well if you went to that land. Sounds crazy to see future visions. Don't wanna see you lose your sanity T. But if you go against God anything can happen. He destroys his enemies. Yet always forgives and accepts those who repent and change their ways. Lets them join the kingdom of heaven. Heaven sends these signs as a warning to you

Don't force the Don to smite you because you're too stubborn to go along with his plans. Heaven is scary as hell. Everyone should fear the Don of Heaven who sends souls to hell. Demons hell sin wrath divine. All real. Heaven angels blessings and saints as well. Real as Israel Jesus Muhammad and me

I know you don't have an eye for signs but Dragon Con? Wow. It started with me saving Stella from a dragon in Eden. Yet she just ignored and kept ignoring. Now look what happened to someone who ignores. She fell for a dragon of all things. Like Eve. At dragon con. Makes you the dragon in this scenario T. Satan's puppet. Sad to say

Does that mean you're also a con? A conman or future convict? I don't know but I know this. God picked you to lead Stella to her doom and you to yours in the process. Seems God is evil but it's just your freewill. Choosing not to do what God advises. Crossing busy roads where you're not meant to cross. Might get away with it once or for a while. But sooner or later. Bam

Shoulda just listened to me instead and read the signs. Thing is you still can. You ain't dead yet. Long as you breathe there's time to change your ways. To work for heaven instead of being a spiritual crook destined for hell prison

I asked heaven if there's anything else I should include in this letter and it sent me a TikTok song. Told me to share it with you so click the blue. A sign from heaven for you. Says what heaven wants you to do and confirms what I've said is true

Northern Crown

Dudes there's a star about to blow up in the Northern Crown constellation. Said to be a sign of the new Messiah

I'm from the north and have been on the scene for a couple years now. The prophecy says the Messiah will come through Jacob's house at the sign of a star

It might not blow up yet but it's all over the news so that's one kinda blowup already ain't it. It will likely blowup in my or my son's lifetime

In a way I have come through Jacob's house because it is his religion that has taught me all this. I was raised on it thanks to his descendant Jesus

It's also the religion Islam grew out of and you know the Mahdi predictions mean the same thing. No one knew the Mahdi Messiah would unite the two religions

I've read the Jewish holy books. There's Jews in my country and my great grandparents fought Nazis. So in a sense I have come through Jacob's house. Prophecies are like that. There's different ways to interpret them. So since that's one possible way to interpret it it makes my Messiah claim kosher

Can it be coincidence two years ago I first appeared on the scene as the new Messiah pursuing my chosen bride? Now the Star of Jacob appears all over the news? Surely it's meant for me and is meant to be

Have faith and praise the Lord guys. An interstellar sign of the truth about my claim. The claim we've all been hooked on for so long now. Can anyone now deny it? It's some serious credentials don't you think? Worth more than a Princeton certificate I'd say

Gluttony

So I guess you must be wondering. What the hell happened last night? I said I wouldn't drink. Then we disappear all night. First we didn't drink. Just ate a lot of junk. Like Hershey's and Maccies. Not role model stuff I know. Just gluttony. Shame on us

At least we know it's part of heaven's plan. We saw a sign. Swung by a pitstop before midnight. Checked the verse later and saw this pic

Two folks at a pitstop. Says we follow the Spirit. Proof the Spirit led us there and we weren't just there of our own accord. The Spirit led us to sin? Yeah kinda. Not that it wants us to fall to sin like the devil. Just so we learn there's a better way. Heaven made me get drunk so I'd swear not to drink. This is the next phase in heaven's plan

It was like a hangover cure for me. You go out all night boozing. The cure is all night snacks. I didn't think it was sin at first. But realised in the morn. I can't just give up drink and be a glutton. If you guys make me your role model I gotta be worthy

So here's my new vow. No more unhealthy Hershey's no more. Except on weekends and holidays. No more dating except my fiancées. No more love except to make babies and no more getting drunk. Just tipsy at weddings. Who's with me?

Phobia

When I got stung online more than a decade ago it affected me. I started having panic attacks. If I saw a kid or a pic of a kid or someone acting like a kid in public I'd freeze up. Wobble. Sweat. Panic. My heart would race. Over time the panic has worn off. Sometimes though it still gets me. Like when I'm hungover. Now I know everyone is watching and looking to me to set an example that puts me under pressure as well. My panic level has especially increased since the waitress incident. I'm trying to stay strong and keep going for you all and I will. But please have a little patience with me if I freeze up from time to time or even every day. It's not desire it's fear. An irrational fear. A phobia. When fear grips you it is difficult to stay focused. But I will try. Then hopefully over time my social skills will improve and I'll get entirely comfortable in all social situations.

Sobriety Vow

I got drunk last night. Finally released after my stint in jail recently after the waitress incident. I didn't plan to get drunk. I just had a few too many and forgot myself

The chapter today says "People's desires make them give in to immoral ways. They get drunk, carry on at wild parties, and do other evil things as well. I told you before, and I am telling you again: No one who does these things will share in the blessings of God's kingdom."

So God obviously knew I'd get drunk. I feel like it's not such a bad sin so don't really matter. But he has sent this public sign today to make me see how serious it is

Especially since I'm meant to be a role model for everyone now and a dad. It won't do to carry on being a drunk

It's time to grow up. So I'm gonna vow now never to get drunk again. Just one drink with a meal is my standard limit. Three at a wedding like the wedding at Cana. My wild drunken party days are now officially over

Combi Boiler

Why did I blush? A combination of reasons. First thing you should know is I didn't realise she was a cat. I didn't think that deeply about the situation. It was just an energy. A mood. An atmosphere. Think of a caveman out hunting in the ice all day. Comes home to warm flickering firelight. A new fem has joined the camp from a tribe unknown. She shows interest. Serves me food. Smiles at me. Says the things I've been waiting to hear from my fiancée for two years. I was bowled over. Didn't have time to process. Was just swept off my feet. I didn't realise she was a cat. However I did notice straight away she was a mix. I'm sure that added to the emotional melting pot somehow. I guess I have built a strong desire now to have a family with Stella and I know our kids will be mixes. So being suddenly close to a mix in a nice way in a warm homely environment I guess I just got a bit choked up and emotional. It's been tough going online without many likes these past couple years. So I've had to stay strong and brave and keep going. I guess it just felt like I had finally arrived and was at home. It was a sense of relaxation and relief like after a great ordeal. Obviously my daughter won't be a stranger and won't come on to me. But the fact she looked like what my daughter might just added a whole truckload of extra emotions on top of the already surpising situation. When I looked at the sky and straightened my garments outside I was still processing. I didn't have time to realise she was a cat or anything like that. It was pure emotion and reaction and chemistry. As I walked the meal off I thought of asking her out another time. Not because she's a cat. Just because she's a gal and I'm a guy. Traditional. Maybe heaven wanted to give me a wife nearby since the first two queens have remained silent and distant. But I didn't get any signs to say so. So I soon forgot about that. The fact she's a cat didn't even register till days later after everyone's hints. So her cattiness was not my motive for getting flustered. It was a combination of sleepiness shock social anxiety biological clock familial yearnings and natural magnetic attraction between two people at the end of a long sleepy day