Wednesday, 2 October 2024

Combi Boiler

Why did I blush? A combination of reasons. First thing you should know is I didn't realise she was a cat. I didn't think that deeply about the situation. It was just an energy. A mood. An atmosphere. Think of a caveman out hunting in the ice all day. Comes home to warm flickering firelight. A new fem has joined the camp from a tribe unknown. She shows interest. Serves me food. Smiles at me. Says the things I've been waiting to hear from my fiancée for two years. I was bowled over. Didn't have time to process. Was just swept off my feet. I didn't realise she was a cat. However I did notice straight away she was a mix. I'm sure that added to the emotional melting pot somehow. I guess I have built a strong desire now to have a family with Stella and I know our kids will be mixes. So being suddenly close to a mix in a nice way in a warm homely environment I guess I just got a bit choked up and emotional. It's been tough going online without many likes these past couple years. So I've had to stay strong and brave and keep going. I guess it just felt like I had finally arrived and was at home. It was a sense of relaxation and relief like after a great ordeal. Obviously my daughter won't be a stranger and won't come on to me. But the fact she looked like what my daughter might just added a whole truckload of extra emotions on top of the already surpising situation. When I looked at the sky and straightened my garments outside I was still processing. I didn't have time to realise she was a cat or anything like that. It was pure emotion and reaction and chemistry. As I walked the meal off I thought of asking her out another time. Not because she's a cat. Just because she's a gal and I'm a guy. Traditional. Maybe heaven wanted to give me a wife nearby since the first two queens have remained silent and distant. But I didn't get any signs to say so. So I soon forgot about that. The fact she's a cat didn't even register till days later after everyone's hints. So her cattiness was not my motive for getting flustered. It was a combination of sleepiness shock social anxiety biological clock familial yearnings and natural magnetic attraction between two people at the end of a long sleepy day

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