Comic Relief

It's a sad day. Everyone hates me because of my love. Mam cried out when she stood too quick. Poor old back. Works so hard. But I know I did no wrong. I know she'll be alright. I know we'll go to heaven. I talk to angels still. I'm not lonely even when alone. I have so much work to do. Writing letters. Making vids. I sit quiet for five hours. I laugh for five seconds. A joke relieves the tension. If you don't laugh you'll cry. That's what they say. They're usually right. Sorry for my laugh. It wasn't at the situation here. Just silly vids on TikTok

Chameleons

Just wanna explain about these messages with Henny

What I said looks kinda gay but wasn't. No innuendo intended. What I wrote wasn't what I planned to say to him of my own accord. All I was doing is improvving in order to socialise. He said my sunshine gives life. So I said his words are seeds all over my page. I was just thinking of my TikTok page like a farmfield. I see now it could be mistaken for sexual innuendo. But that's not how I meant it

I thought he was feeling unappreciated. That's why I elaborated about the seeds to make him feel more noticed and appreciated. I didn't realise it might have a second innuendo meaning till after I posted it. Then I just hoped he wouldn't notice or focus on that meaning. As I don't normally. Not till I start speaking to someone. When I'm alone I just speak to heaven in virtuous ways. So I forget all about sin. Then when I speak to people I'm always surprised and confused when they start meaning different things than what I normally talk about with heaven

I never have any cruel or sexual intentions in my mind. The waitress bowled me over emotionally. And I looked up to heaven five minutes after leaving. Just surprised by how she had just acted and how it made me feel. But it was just reaction. I didn't go there intending to flirt and didn't intend going back to flirt either. I was just swept away by the situation. It was not premeditated

I never plan such things. I just respond to what's happening. Even the long love I was on about was only me responding to Stella's disinterest. Thinking it's why she was disinterested and was what I had to say to win her over. I didn't approach her with that intention in mind. I never have intentions like that in mind. All I want is a female companion. A life partner. Someone to raise kids with me. It's nothing to do with sex for me. I just play that part to try to make her happy. But maybe she just don't know the joy of celibacy. That is something I do intend to teach her. That is something I have planned.

I acted a bit gay with Henny but didn't mean to. What I said may look rather gay on paper but it was just words. In real life it's not the real me. I act gay sometimes in real life but again it's just an act. Many times people have mistaken me for gay or a thug because of how I act. Maybe Tupac was just acting tough as well like Jack Sparrow. But wasn't tough really and someone took it the wrong way and gunned him down

Easy mistake to make. If he is such a good actor and acts on the street instead of the stage someone easily could mistake him for a genuine threat and strike out like stingrays at Steve Irwin. Tupac tattooed Thug Life on his belly. It seemed so real. But maybe he was just a chameleon like me. Trying to fit in with a criminal world. I say this because to listen to his words he don't sound like a thug at all. He sounds sweet and religious like me. So I don't think it was the real him. I know he committed some petty crimes. But maybe he was just like a cop deep under cover who had to snort some drugs to stay hidden

Maybe Henny was just acting too. But in what way? Was he a good guy acting bad like me and Pac? Just to fit in with the gossers? Or a bad guy acting good just to trick me for the gossers? Or a good guy acting like a bad guy acting good? A double agent. I do not know. All I know is the way he acted last night was a gift of rejection sent by heaven that made me write this letter

Gift of Rejection

I was chatting to Henny but he embarrassed me by being silly when we was speaking of meeting. Effectively leaving me on my Jack Jones

After midnight I watched the second devotional vid of the day by Nona Jones. Her name tells me No not on na Jones I'm with heaven. She said when you feel abandoned and humiliated don't worry as heaven never leaves you. Then I noticed her book is called the Gift of Rejection. So Henny rejecting me was a gift. As it means he wasn't right for me as a business partner. Last night Jay told me of True Romance. So my natural response was to tell him about the Art of Seduction

On the Bible App home page of the day the cover for the vid of the day has Nona's book and the title looks like it says Art of Seduction

This sign is evidence heaven is with us. Jay that's the second public sign you've included in now. Heaven is smiling upon you. Also of note is Goldy's comment. It inspired my answer of true love or no love. The fact true love or no love relates to rejection is a sign. If the love between me and Henny is not true why love at all? A love like that just turns toxic so is not healthy. This shows the holy spirit inspired Jay's and Goldy's questions as well as my answers. So both of you should feel blessed thank heaven and keep walking the way of virtue. Heaven is pleased with you

I don't usually write about YouVersion signs that only happen the day before as you may think I'm tricking. But how could I make Henny reject me or Jay tell me of True Romance or Goldy ask me what heaven is saying? These things prove it's heaven's handiwork not mine

Underground

Alright so everyone is going crazy asking why I wrote about the Toy Chamber at 23:43. I said I dunno what the vision means. After reading the verses I saw it meant Spirit Prison. But at first it looked to me like. Well. Am I gonna have to say this? I don't wanna say it. But you know what I mean. I read about it. Child trafficking through the criminal underground. Made me shudder. Thought makes me shudder. Hate it. When I saw the vision I knew that's what it seemed to hint at. The dude seduced my queen. If he was into that maybe he was planning to corrupt her. Get her into it as well. I saw another vision today of T buying a pink car from a dealer then driving to a pool. He sat watching small children there through a window drinking booze. Then waded in to chase them with a wild look on his face. Then he was washing and trimming their hair in the chamber and put crowns on their heads. A boy and a girl. It could be like his demon self working for Satan to stop their souls incarnating. Or it could be the other thing. I don't know. I didn't know if that's what the first vision meant either and didn't wanna say it. So I said you guys be the judges. I knew it could mean other things. Then the verses told me it was about blocking the birth of the heavenly souls. The last scene of today's vision showed me T reading this letter alone hungover listening to slow music with dimmed lights at home. Obviously it's difficult for me to point fingers at folks after my track record. But back then I had no clue about any of it. I read about it years later and don't wanna read about it again quite frankly. But that's what the vision showed me so that's what I had to say. I know what it is but don't wanna know what it is. It's sin. Demonic. Unholy. A ticket to rebirth in the lower realms. Even to the lowest realm. Even the name of that lowest realm feels wrong to say right now. Let me speak no more of it. Amen

Spirit Prison

Yesterday's chapter said "You would surely not let a thief break into your home if you knew when the thief was coming. So always be ready [by repenting for your sins]! You don't know when the Son of Man will come [to punish you for your sins]."

If that was T's house I saw in the vision it means Jesus was able to visit there like a thief without T even knowing

Today's verse says "All of us have sinned and fallen short of godlike perfection. That means we don't deserve to go to heaven. Even so heaven treats us much better than we deserve. It says if we believe in Jesus it will set us free from the chains and prisons of our sins and let us go to heaven when we die."

These verses coincide with the vision for a reason. It's a message from heaven for T. You have sinned by seducing El's first chosen queen and inadvertently stealing or jailing the souls of the royal fam kids so they can't be reborn on earth. Perhaps our kids would visit Morocco. Or you would live there with Stella effectively trapping their spirits there. In which case the city you were in would be their metaphysical jail. Likewise the goss group smearing my rep to everyone new keeps my soul jailed. Yet they and you will be forgiven if you both repent. Tell the queen to sin no more and follow her destiny

I don't wanna write you this. I'd rather forget you both and just marry Elly. I write this just because it's my job. Heaven shows me visions. I walk the holy way. I gotta tell you what I see to help you find the way to heaven. If I don't I'll get partial blame for any sins you commit in future. Telling you like this absolves me of blame

Toy Chamber

Was just scrolling through my TikTok. Saw a candy for sale truck. World around me fizzed away. Replaced by a vision world. There I saw a letter T in the sky in fire at night above the van. Under the truck the ground turned to glass. I could see through. There was a lavish room full of cushions with kids' toys and a throne. A globe on the floor read mafia. Like international organised crime. That was the next vid TikTok showed me. By Ndotz yeah. Except Ndotz weren't dancing there. Was that Tony guy from the dream. The one you ugged. But just him. On his own. The globe zoomed in and Morocco was glowing orange on it. The vision fizzed to a busy bazaar. T was walking through then vanished like a ghost. The vision morphed back to the toy room underground then. A white staircase led down to it and the door was bolted with electric locks. Under the room a shimmering stairway led further down to the river styx where souls go chained to wait rebirth. T couldn't see that level though. Dunno what this vision means. You guys be the judges

Royal Oak

Was just scrolling TikTok vids. Found one called Royal Oak with blue lights and saw a vision. A sudden intense daydream. There was a tree in a palace garden. Our family tree. Us our kids grandkids and descendants. Each branch had a crown. Your soul was in the tree. A portal opened in the ground. Leading down to earth from heaven. A black-clad man called to you through it. Your spirit came out of the tree went through the portal and hugged him in a room with blue neon lights. When the portal closed half the tree withered and half the crowns fell to the ground crumbling to dust. I scrolled to the next vid and saw the name Tomas. The vision world appeared again and the name was written in the sky in flames. Or was it Tony? I saw bleach blond hair in the next vid and that coloured his hair the same in the vision. It seems you went back to him. Or to someone else. Back to your old ways either way instead of uniting with me in holy matrimony to make the tree grow. Were you in a room with blue lights? You must not go back or the crown and your place in heaven will slip farther away from you. Your crown has already been knocked off but not yet taken away. So do not visit any more lovers. Abandon those lustful sinful ways and devote yourself to me today for three years till engagement day. Neither of us should sleep with anyone else during that time or after if you give me your hand. You just ignore me and do what you want and sleep with anyone and go wherever and I'm sick of it. You disgust me. All you do is lie and threaten me and stab me in the back no matter how nice I am to you. I'll be glad to give your crown to someone else. Anyone who treats me right. Anyone who has the courage to stand by me instead of the weak ass pathetic little gossers who spread nothing but the warped stagnant filth clogging up their own depraved minds. You're so scared of them turning against you when really the only thing you should be afraid of is heaven and not doing what heaven says and heaven says have no fear and stand by me

Moving On

I thought the two year thing was a joke. I'm a parrot. After she hinted at it lots of times I hinted back a few times thinking it was some new kind of weird joke I didn't yet understand. I had no idea about her true intention which was to see if I was interested in two. But sadly her wish to find out made her deaf and blind in a way to everything else I was saying. So she focused only on words related to what she wanted to find out and nothing else. She also didn't understand I was a harmless parrot. She thought I was a bad guy when I wasn't. I was just an odd guy. But odd isn't always bad. We were chatting about all different topics. Not just that. I mostly ignored that but she kept on about it so much some of it eventually got repeated as a kind of echo. As being autistic I have echolalia which is where you repeat things you hear without thinking what it means. She thought she was doing something good. Protecting the innocence of a girl. When really she was stealing the innocence of a boy. El made it happen so I'd write these letters and we'd all learn from it. So let's just thank El and move on

The Centaur

When I look at Elly I think wow stunning woman. When I listen to her words I think fun college girl. When I dream of her I dream of a companion and a queen. Someone to show off at restaurants. As a way of virtue walker it's my intention to stay celibate with whichever queen gives me her hand. We'll only make love once to start a fammy. Never for personal thrills. Why so strict? We gotta be as "holy" king and queen. Or we don't deserve that word in our title. I'm not here looking for a wild lover. I'm here looking for a true queen. One virtuous and royal. I know I went on at Stella about making love at first. But I was new to this. I thought I just had to please her as a hubby. So told her I'd be willing. However after everything that's happened I see now that is not what heaven wants from us. So now my only intention is a celibate marriage. We'll enjoy all sorts of fun activities raise kids and work for world peace. That'll be us. My vid looked like ham and was out of sync. Today I spelt anyway wrong. It looks like I been fantasising over my queens. I haven't. It's a trick. El has played a trick again to make it look that why. Why would he do that? Guys. You should know by now. So I would write this letter of course! El set both tricks up so I'd have to write this letter. I didn't even know the trick took place till everyone started hinting and El showed me a sign. Then it all fell into place. So I started writing this letter right away to explain. The centaur vision had no innuendo for me. I just don't think that way when I'm alone. It's only when I chat to you cool cats I put in the effort. I'm a dog. I can just bark everything I think. I don't need to hint so never do when not in the company of cats. If I marry Stella I'll have to speak hintish all the time. Not fun. That's why I wanna marry Elly. So we can go to a zoo and a horse is just a horse and nothing more

PsalmODDy

Good morrow Stella. Hey you took the sun deal. That's great news. It will evaporate the flood of tears you cried over losing first place to the throne. It really was a wise choice to accept it. Heaven has confirmed it. Did you notice? You got the most views ever for your sun acceptance vid. Not the first time either is it. Remember the miracle sign? You said miracle and heaven gave you miracle views. Didn't believe it then did you. Believe it now? Heaven has sent a lot of signs hasn't it. Good and bad. Like when you cheated recently it showed me in a dream. Then sent a psalm the next day saying heaven sees all. Psalm 94. Remember? Verses 4 and 7 to 9

Now look at yesterday's psalm. I changed the words so you can easier see how it relates to you. But though the words have changed the meaning stays the same. It was David talking to God thousands of years ago. But as it's you now reading the words it's you talking to God today:

"You are kind God! Please have pity on me. You are always merciful! Please wipe away my sins. Wash me clean from all my sin and guilt. I know I have sinned and the guilt weighs heavy on me. You are the one I have sinned against. I have disobeyed your laws and signs. So it is right and fair for you to correct me. I have sinned and done wrong since the day I was born. We all have. But sin is not what you want from us. It doesn't interest you. You want complete honesty faith and virtue. So please teach me the way of virtue and true wisdom. Wash my soul with soap until it is whiter than sunshine. Then I will be happy and joyful. The sorrow of displeasing you crushed my spirit. Now let my spirit celebrate. Forgive the sins of my past so I no longer need to feel guilty about them. Put virtuous thoughts in my mind and make me faithful to you again. To you and the family you blessed me with. As being faithful to you includes being faithful to the things you give me. Don't forget me or let me forget about you. Make me as happy as I was in the old days before I ever went astray. Make me want to obey you all day every day. I will teach sinners all around the world your laws and they will turn to you like I'm turning to you now. Don't let me go astray and sin again. All I want is you from now on. You're the only one who can lead me to heaven. My amazing shepherd god. Let me back into your good graces and I will shout and sing about your kindness and miracle powers to everyone. Inspire my words. Speak through me so everyone can hear love and light and praise you. Grain offerings and blood sacrifices are not what you want. The way to please you is to be truly sorry deep in our hearts. This is the kind of sacrifice you won't refuse. Please be willing Lord to help the city of Zion. Make peace for its people and rebuild it's broken walls. Then we will honour you at all the temples in the land. All the mosques synagogues and churches. No longer will we slay bulls and offer you their blood atop Mount Zion. You will send a bull king and queen from heaven to rule the land. (Taureans. I don't know Elly's sign. But as Stella is Taurean this verse relates to her.) The king and queen you pick and send will sacrifice their energy and time to lead your holy nation to global peace. (Even if it's me and Elly. In my dream last night I saw you were on a horse with a bow at night. You shot an arrow at the sky and it made a trail of stars. I'm guessing the horse stands for the native peoples and the stars promise their continued success in this world and worlds of the future. It may also mean you're a Sagittarius. Am I right? I sometimes write that SagiTAURUS. Horses are like bulls. So this verse can relate to you as well. As the arrow is your horn. Let us know what your star sign is in your next vid. Anway) They'll be a new kind of temple creature. Their work will usher the dawn of the new temple guild worldwide. A guild that will stand for the good of all the planet's people." (Psalm 51)

This is heaven speaking to you ladies so listen. Learn to speak heaven's language. The language of coincidences and dreams. Or synchronicity. It is offering you the chance to be followers of heaven once again. Winter is coming so now is the time

To claim the offer you just gotta do what the signs and spirit are saying. Accept my offer of friendship. Not just to train but campaign with me for world peace. Remember when this all started? All the signs blessings and curses that have been sent since? They all add up. They all make sense. Piece them all together like in a taxonomy chart or periodic table

Do you understand what all this means? It means heaven isn't just speaking to me with signs it's speaking to you. Can you see how supernaturally mind-blowing and wonderful that is? Trust me Stella. With spiritual power like that you'll never care about cheating again. Such earthly delights pale in comparison to the power of the holy spirit. So accept the spirit's gift of guidance. Read the Bible every day and realise heaven speaks to you through it. Then do as it's been asking all along. Live here and campaign with me for world peace. You me and Elly will all campaign as a team. She is first in line now. Yet heaven has sent you more signs Stella. So obviously it still cares. You still have a destiny with us and there's still a chance you can be queen of Israel. So step up now as the Lord requests. Follow me on TikTok and we'll live our lives as a team from this day forward

Today's psalm (19:17) says caring for the poor is lending to El and you will be repaid. El repays you for all the good you do in heaven's service. You're the trainee queen of Israel. Yet ignored El's instructions and went to Dragon Con unauthorized just to chase a pleasure of the flesh. You didn't do heaven or Israel any good by sneaking off like that. You didn't do the job El has given you so heaven won't pay you anything for it. Now all that can change. From now on you can make every day the day you do what heaven says. This is your destiny. Yours and Elly's both. To train and campaign here with me. Just chat online for now by adding me. We'll bond each day. Work on some vids. Live as a fam when the time is right. When Elly finishes college

Morbid Sense of Humour

Elly you're a macabre joker like me 😂 Thanks mate. I mean mate in the way Stella would probably mean it. Soon as you finish college get a job in the same city as me. We'll write a comic. Play some games. It's like Eden here. Every day is fun. Stella can come as she put in the sun. Or we just get all the sun to ourselves 😁

Just Jokes

Oops. Just realised I made a hint error with the new vid. Sorry. Honest mistake. The 46 was just the vid length and I thought it funny because the vid was about true love. The 57 was because of how the past drove me mad. But it was a completely different notion. I didn't relate the 46 and 57 as one meaning. They were both from different chains of thought. It's late. I'm tired and wasn't thinking of the whole picture. Sorry everyone. Hintish is not my first language so am clumsy with it. Both hints were just jokes is all. The 57 was humorous because it drove me mad like thedjmh. The 46 was also humorous because it's not the most desired for true love. So it was just two harmless jokes. But combined they may have given a different unintended meaning. Sorry about that. Just forget that unintended message and focus on the jokes as that's what I meant by them. Just hoping to make you giggle

Sun Deal

Elly everywhere I go I think of you. I wish you were here. There's a whole new life waiting here for you. You remind me of Mist and my grandpa. You're one of us. A member of the tribe. So glad you're first in line now. You spoke to me. Were nice to me. Have shown more signs of faith. The other girl has been more difficult. It's nearly been two years now. I was glad but sad as well when she lost the crown. I genuinely wanted to make it work with her. So was kinda sad when she threw it all away. Kinda glad though as what a difficult queen she would be. Also I'm compassionate you know. The verse said go easy on her so I did. Then El said she can still be next in line. So I was like what? So I was in a bit of a daze when I uploaded the 28th vid. Maybe it seemed like I forgot about you. As I put four hashtags and eight credits. Sorry about that. I didn't forget you. I was just eager to give her a ray of hope. Let her know it wasn't over. That we wasn't just pushing her out like big bullies who didn't care. That she still had a chance. Heaven told me and inspired the sun deal song days ago. So I knew she was allowed to be second in line now. But no one else knew. So me hinting at it maybe confused you. But now you know so it should all make sense. I thought she might die without a glimmer of hope. So I made the four and eight hints quite obvious. So it'd be quite clear there was hope for her. I didn't think it might make you think I had forgotten you. I didn't mention you as you're first in line now. So I guessed you didn't need a boost of hope. But I thought she might be super sad. I can't call her by her holy name anymore unless she accepts the sun deal. So let's wait and see if she does or not. But if she does or not don't matter to us. You're first in line now Elly. So just get over here and take everything that's yours. You're gonna be my wife and queen now and it's all here waiting for you. So just get on a plane and step into the new life heaven has given you. You're welcome here. I'm looking forward to it. You'll be one of the fam. If Stella accepts the sun deal she has the choice to live here as well. To be godmum and stand in for you if you lack faith. Else it's just me and you all the way. I'm happy whatever you each decide. If I'm single or with either one of you or both. I'm easygoing

Esau

There's an old Jewish story. It goes like this. "Esau liked the outdoors and became a good hunter, while Jacob settled down and became a shepherd. Esau would take the meat of wild animals to his father Isaac, and so Isaac loved him more, but Jacob was his mother's favourite son. One day, Jacob was cooking some stew, when Esau came home hungry and said, “I'm starving to death! Give me some of that red stew at once!” That's how Esau got the name “Edom”. Jacob replied, “Sell me your rights as the firstborn son.” “I'm about to die,” Esau answered. “What good will those rights do me?” But Jacob said, “Promise me your birthrights, here and now!” And that's what Esau did. Jacob then gave Esau some bread and some of the bean stew, and when Esau had finished eating and drinking, he just got up and left, showing how little he thought of his rights as the firstborn." (‭Genesis 25:27-34)

This is how Jacob became the father of the Jews. When history repeats itself it heralds the dawn of a new age. El told me this verse this morn about you. Then I saw today's chapter mentions him too

"That silly couple strut and boast and say, “The Lord God of Jacob doesn't see or know.” To them I say really? You silly pair. Can't you see? Won't you ever learn? God is the one who gave you ears and eyes! Don't you think he can hear and see everything you do?" (Psalm 94:4‭, ‬7‭-‬9)

El saw what you did. He saw like Esau. Saw you're like Esau. Showed me in a dream what the two of you did. At 2 this morn. Two is a couple in number language

When I saw you both in the dream I cried out for you to stop. Don't hug him like that. You were in a black dress. Don't try giving him your heart like that. Don't go giving her what she hankers for bro. It's only to try to cover her fears. She's using you and it will never work. Don't do it bro because you know. There's brave and then there's stupid. But it was too late. She hugged you and I saw the crown fall off her head. She drew a picture of your name on her phone. Tony. Then I woke and saw her vid. Her eyes demonic red. Radiation detected. Demonic spiritual radiation. The radiation of sin

She did as she was told not to do. I didn't think she was mad enough. But she did it anyway. So that's that. Elly is the new first chosen then. Was it worth it St... Well whatever your name is. Means the throne is yours no more

Elly you don't have any competition now. So now's your chance. Your second actually to secure the throne for yourself. So add me and it's me and you all the way. Itta be wise to add me now before El does to you what he did to St... to her