Love Spell

Elly I didnt mean to belittle our moment to just a mere moment. It was a deep long day or so for me, I didn't want it to end, and I wanted just to marry you. But the rules say I can't for three years. I needed to give Stella another chance. I want more moments with you. I want those moments to grow into a lifelong loveship with you. I feel guilty for having to woo you both. But this is your punishment for lack of faith. You both coulda had me but you both turned me down. Now this is what you get. I don't enjoy it. I want just one. But this is heaven's will, and heaven, as a monk, I serve

Cold truth is anyone can have moments with anyone. Anyone can bond with anyone. I can easily bond with either one of you. I can switch it on and off. I could even cheat and betray. Cold truth is people can and do do that. So don't be surprised how I was warm with you, then went over to Stella. It's human nature. God wants you to see I can be like that, but that it isn't good to be like that in love. Loyalty is what God wants. But he is just and punishes every sin. So as neither of you vowed to be my girl, this is your punishment. That I for three years must not commit to either of you. I want to. I'd marry either of you in a heartbeat. But God says no, and I follow God

As God says no, Elly, this is why I kinda two timed you. It seems bad but remember this. I have not kissed you or Stella or done anything romantic with either of you or sworn vows. All I'm doing is giving you both a chance. So I'm not really doing anything bad. So I shouldn't really feel guilty. I'm only trying to do what is right and what El wants. It is a bit hurtful for you both, I guess, but that is your punishment, so accept it. Don't be proud and react by having ten boyfriends. That will displease God. He wants you both celibate till you marry, princesses. He wants you setting good examples to others

Stella is obsessed with cis love now. She thinks trying to break the sound barrier by screaming with pleasure is life's true goal. But she is only digging herself a bottomless hole. Never will she find what she seeks, as it doesn't exist. It is a fake bait trap laid by the devil to distract her from her destiny is all. So she should quit it right away and be celibate, so should you. Both go nun. Set good examples. Don't lead yourselves and others astray by following the devil into realms of sin. Whichever of you masters the holy way will win. You'll be the queen

Sadly Stella is competitive with me. She thinks I am so sexually confident, and she wants to be more sexually confident than me. So is competing with me, but it's all in her head. Really she's just being baited by the devil and doesn't see it. She thinks sin is virtue and virtue is sin. She has gotten everything backwards. She is lost and deluded. Hopefully this post will help open her eyes a bit to reality, so she snaps out of her silliness and starts being virtuous

Stella is popular and pretty, isn't she. But Elly, don't feel discouraged by her popularity, thinking she has more chance at the queenship than you. If you chat and follow El with me, and she don't, you will win. Don't worry about that. You may think Stella will win it hands down. So why try? Try and you will win. God loves a trier. He chose you to be holy queen! Do you realise how amazing that is? You have what it takes, or El would not have chosen you. I will teach you everything you need to know if you date me

Anyone can bond with anyone or manyone. Stella seems to think because you can you should. That's how animals think. They just take whatever they can get, and don't consider being virtuous. But she won't win any loyalty points that way. Loyalty is a virtue and part of this competition. If you think you can win some other way, you don't understand the rules

I felt guilty flirting with Stella. But it was false guilt as I wasn't even flirting. It just looked like I was, and that has made me feel false guilt. Everyone thinks the dove and monk vids were flirtatious. They weren't. It's the devil spell making you see it that way. Really it was all innocent. Everyone thought I liked nines from a typo. I was like doh, you guys are hint crazy. So I removed it. But then I saw other hints, and thought if you saw one you'll see them as well. If I delete one and not the other, you might think it's weird. It was late, I was tired, so just deleted everything

I honestly struggle to understand hints. I never make hints intentional. You all see them and start hinting and it freaks me out and I get scared to speak. Cat got my tongue yeah. I get scared to speak because you think everything is a hint when it's not. Imagine a cat sleeping on your chest and you sneeze loud and it jumps and scratches you because it mistakes your innocent sneeze for a vicious attack. I feel like that. Like I have a cat sleeping on my chest. You guys are the cat. So I try not to hint, like trying not to sneeze. It's ridiculous. I'm learning now just not to care, and if you all start hinting, just ignore you, because it's not me, it's you

Elly, your heart broke because I flirted with Stella yesterday after our day where we fell telepathically in love. I feel guilty. But it's false guilt as I didn't even flirt. All I said to her is the number 8, and the dove and monk hints were just coincidence. So don't hate me. I do love you. I do also love her. But I won't do anything with either of you till we're married. It's all a fair competition set out by God. You can trust him, and you can trust me because I follow him. All you have to do is follow him with me. Either of you or both. I will teach you both. I will date you both. Or just one if just one talks to me. So be wise and be that one. Outdo the other. It's a competition. Not a competition to see who can ignore me most and get the most boyfriends. A competition to see who can give me most attention and do what I adivse and follow El with me. Whoever starts soonest will take the lead and more easily stay in the lead. Elly is still in the lead. But she's not gaining any more ground at the moment, as she is distant. Whoever talks to me most will win, I'm pretty sure of that

Maybe I should just stick with you, Elly, as you seem more interested and easygoing. I guess I can just ignore Stella and focus on you unless she talks to me. Then I'll have to talk back and teach her and give her chances. But I'll do it all openly. I won't go behind your back with her. I'll be honest with you both and say what I'm doing and why, and what El says with signs

Elly I saw you encourage Stella to date the yoga guy. Of course she can fall in love with him or anyone, but don't encourage it. That's sin as it is not who El picked for her. It's just lust if they don't marry. Just sex for pleasure. I don't even check her Insta anymore. I only look on TikTok. I don't care who she falls in love with. I'm not searching for her boyfriends or keeping tabs. All I do is keep an eye on her and see what I happen to see

El showed me the prof thing. He hasn't shown me anything else, and I don't care unless he shows me and tells me with signs to speak. If El picks the professor as an example and not yoga guy, I don't question him. Stella can have cave guy, math guy, whoever guy. None will lead her to her destiny as queen except me. El himself tells her to get with me. If she becomes a free prostitute for guys she likes, it don't hurt me. I don't care. It's her it will hurt. She will be sinning and displeasing El, not me

See, she thinks it's power. That's the silly thing. The devil has her. She is in competition with me to get the most lovers and have the most love. She thinks I can give a special love, and she wants that love with someone else to prove me wrong. As she thinks it's all about sex. Because she's mad. When really it's nothing to do with sex. Sex is just a sin. This is all about holiness and virtue. She's got the wrong idea completely. She has the wrong idea of what this competition and life in general is all about. She is doing the total opposite of what she is meant to do. The competition is to see who can have the fewest lovers, not the most. Monks and nuns are the angelic ideal. Marriage is second best. Anything other than those things is sin

People think sin is power, see. That's the trouble. When they sin they have power. Power over someone. Over themselves. Over pleasure. That's what they believe. But really that is delusion. Sin is really the devil having power over them, and they've lost their mind. It's not good at all. Nothing to be proud of. Nothing to aspire to. Stella lost her mind yesterday over me, but I didn't even flirt. Now it has led her to three new boyfriends. She just can't stop. She's ridiculously addicted, setting bad examples to her followers, leading everyone astray. The devil's puppet

So what must you do, girls? Give up sin, stay celibate and work with me. Both of you. El has chosen you to be examples for everyone to learn from. So be good examples, not bad ones. Lead followers to heaven, not the other way. Then El will reward you for their virtues as well as your own

Don't fall under the spell with Stella, Elly. I've seen other followers in a daze in her comments. Puppets of the puppet. That is not true love they're feeling. That is the spell of the devil, and we must break it. We must set them free. That is our job as holy king and queen, and followers of El. That is what this post is for. Read it and learn, girls. Break the devil's chains off yourselves. Then you can free your followers as well

Lust in Latin is Luxuria. Luxury. It means anything you don't need. You have it just for pleasure, self indulgence, extravagance. It is selfish and unhealthy for body, mind and soul. A life of luxury is a life of sin. It goes against everything monks stand for. If you wanna be holy queen, girls, you gotta get your nun on and come monk it up with me. No more pampered pusses on gold cushions. Time for the hard life now. Stella or Elly. I'll take either of you equally as my virtuous bride. Not lustful brides. This is not about passion in the bedroom. We won't even be doing that except to start a fam. Kissing from time to time, on special occasions, holding hands now and then, snuggling sometimes. Those affections we will enjoy with each other and no one else. But coition with no one. Not even each other. It is a sin to do it just for pleasure. So we will not. As holy king and queen, we must set good examples. The hints may have looked raunchy but no. They were monks and holy spirit. Not devil sin spirits

Whoever loves me most out of you two will win. As true love is a virtue. So if either of you loves me true, El will most likely pick you. That is because, if you love me true, you'll do all I teach you, so will do lots of other virtues as well, each of which impressing El. But she who doesn't love me true is less likely to do what I say to do, so won't be virtuous, won't impress El. So won't be chosen to sit the holy throne or mother heirs for the holy nation. As she would most likely lead the country astray and raise her kids as well the wrong way

Getting the picture now, my dears? So basically, to sum it all up, I found a vid for you, as it's just easier with a pic sometimes. They say a picture paints a thousand words. So here's a nice moving pic for you I found

Be that girl

Secret Sinners

Stella flirted with me yesterday, then hints she don't need me as she has more than one boyfriend. She thinks that's wealth. Having more than one. But really it is sin. She thinks if I was a real prophet, I'd know all her secret boyfriends, and be warning them as well as the prof. So she don't believe. But that's not how these visions work. Candace today said what I said yesterday. Proof El sees the future and inspires my words. Truth is El smites ALL sinners. Even her secret boyfriends. But I can only warn the ones he picks to be examples for the rest, like her and the prof. The rest who sin in secret think no one knows. I don't know so cannot warn them. But El knows and will smite them in due time. The ones I warn are lucky. They get personal advice. Everyone else has to work it out for themselves

The Holy Name

Last night I was thinking of my ladies. Should I still be chasing both, or just one? I had a moment with Elly. Then saw Stella looking glum. So spoke to her, as El has chosen both of them. But felt a pang of guilt. Am I doing the right thing, Don? I prayed. I was praying this when midnight chimed. So I looked at the new verse, knowing El would provide an answer:

"Celebrate and worship his holy name with all your heart." (1 Chronicles 16:10)

Yes! Right away I thought, Elly has been chosen. She has shown more warmth and faith. Now I must love her with all my heart. So I started writing her a letter. Bubbling with excitement. About how El had given her his name, not Stella...

Not... stELla. St El La. St Ella???? By holy heavenly Christ above! El gave his name to you as well 😲...

..."Celebrate and worship his holy NAME with all your heart." (1 Chronicles 16:10)...

😲... El... You are the Lord! So Stella and Elly. You both have the name and blessing of the Lord. Unbelievable. See?

Yet the ref says, though one of you is indeed the lucky 16 birthday present I was born for. I can only have one of you, and the choice is not even mine. It's yours and El's. You both must flaunt your virtues. El, who named you, will pick the winner. If you're both good, he will honour you both somehow. But I'm only allowed one of you. It's what the ref tells us today. The word Chronicles denotes time. So El wants us all going steady 7s at this, at following him. Plus one of you as my eventual wife, and queen of his holy nation

The verse says celebrate his name. I can celebrate as I get a wife named after him! I also get to date you both, if you're willing, and spend time with two amazing ladies! Maybe we'll do some threesome dates as well. No love of course, just friends till engagement day. Then we can move on to holding hands.

The verse also says worship his holy name. As both of you are called El, it means either of you can be my wife, and I can worship you. So you will be my goddess in human form. The Spirit of El will live within you, and you will even carry his name. The Bible says treat people as well as you would treat God, because God lives in everyone. Especially your wife. So you get to be my goddess. I will worship you by staying loyal and treating you to a wonderful life.

Finally the verse says with all my heart. We know the most important command is love God with all your heart. That includes everything God gives you in life, including your wife. So I will devote my full attention to you. But for now I have to give equal attention to both, assuming you both give me equal attention. Naturally if one is more attentive, she'll get more attention in return.

Todays verse reminds me of a favourite hymn. Plus it gives me a chance to talk about monks. One of my passions. I'm a monk by trade. So if you wanna live with me, we'll have a ball doing monk stuff. Look, this is the sort of thing monks get upto in their spare time:

Fancy a bit of that with me? Come visit. Itta be a date. More than a date, the start of a whole new life. The servants of El. We'll probably have more fun than monks, mind you. But then monks have more fun than you think! I don't suppose you're very musical, Elly, but that's fine. It means El has chosen you for different reasons. I can play vid games with you instead, and I'm sure you can singalong sometimes, even if quietly. You're both named after El now, so live up to the names he's given you, and train to be princesses of IsraEL. Two potential queens he's chosen, both with his name and the name of the Holy Land, splendid! Can you not see heaven at work here, ladies? Have faith and follow the signs with me. With heaven on your side, you don't need to worry about anything anymore. We'll lead the whole world to peace. Such is heaven's desire.

Lailah

The signs said to call our kid Lilly. Didn’t think it sounded like Lilith. Now Elly is embarrassed. That's your punishment for cursing Luca see? Lilly is not named after Lilith though. Lilly means pure of heart. Which I hope she is. Alternately we could say Lilly is short for Lailah. An angel name. If everyone thinks she's like Lilith, we'll raise her religious, showing Lilith turned good as our daughter. Maybe El just gave us Lilly to lead us to this conclusion. Maybe Lailah is the name. What you reckon? It's Hebrew. That's good

Beauty Queen

Okay Stella say she embarrassed as she is naturally beautiful and no one else is. To her I say. Who said this was a beauty contest? Virtue contest dear. Sweet Stella. God loves virtue. This is for holy queen. Not beauty queen. Read the job description next time, will you?

Monogamy

My friend this morning said to me he feels bad some guys are four inchers. Like they're not as much man as everyone else

I said dude don't believe that. It's a lie told to you by the devil

Everyone is thinking wrong about love

The devil has everyone hypnotised by a cloud of lust

Everyone falsely believing sex is for pleasure

Falsely believing for pleasure is natural and normal. It's not. It is a sin

Love is for bonding with your one true love and creating babies. Nothing else

Sex for pleasure causes misery, anxiety, rivalry in society

It's not healthy for you or the community

Even self love. Pleasure with the hand, a device pics or movies

It's not healthy for you. Preoccupies. Wastes your time. Makes you anxious. Disrespectful. Addicted to pleasure. Like a drug addict. A love junkie

You might say it's natural. Animals do it

If animals mindlessly do any sex for pleasure - necrophilia in crows, homo love in giraffes, masturbating monkeys, polygamy in lions - it is not something humans should be looking upto

Is that what you want to be like? An animal? Or a civilised human being? Even better a graduate of angel college on your way to heaven?

Humans are the rulers, stewards and gardeners of the world. We are civilized. Above the animals. So should not act like animals. If we do a good job on earth, we get to go to heaven after

Contraception is the great confuser. Since pills and condoms came out, it has spread false beliefs to everyone about sex. They think it's natural and normal to have sex just for pleasure, with no pregnancy involved. It has turned the world into sex addicts. Everyone with a dirty mind. Obsessed with sex. It's insane

Pretty folks and guys with size are more sexually attractive. So can easy get more partners. Other folks satisfy the same urges with pics and films. Either way the sin is the same. It is lust. Unhealthy

Folks are fooled into thinking watching blue movies or having multiple lovers is healthy and normal. They do not realise they are sinning every day and failing to serve the kingdom of heaven

Guys are obsessed with size, but size don't matter. It's the excitement of being with a new person. Gotta keep that excitement alive by doing new stuff with each other. It don't need to be sexual. Most excitement you feel is just spending time with them, the chemistry. Romance. The actual coition can sometimes be an anticlimax, it can kill that romance you have

When a pretty person has that anticlimax, they may blame their partner, so look for someone they believe will be better. But it never really is better. Not that much. It's the same old thing, just with someone different

Even the best most amazing love is not that much different to the worst rubbish love. Real love is romantic. That's what people really want. The actual deed can be achieved with devices or your own hand. That's not real love, is it. It's fake love

Dating is just combining that urge you can do with your own hand with a romantic courtship ritual. When you do it with someone, the joyful novelty wears off. So folks today think they may as well just look for someone else. It creates a culture of disloyalty and sin. A bad unhealthy culture that doesn't follow the holy way of heaven

But we can bring loyalty back by keeping romance alive with one couple. Couples make love every day and get bored with each other

At most it should be once a week with your partner. Once a month is better. Once a season even better. Once a year the best. Or just to get a girl pregnant ideal

So try lowering your lovemaking frequency to improve romance and loyalty between you and your partner. Doing it too often makes you get bored and look elsewhere

As a guy you gotta keep fit and try to make sure you pleasure her before yourself. Else she won't be satisfied

As a leader I gotta show folks what's right. That's why I'll stay celibate till married. Even when married we won't make love more than once a week. Likely less. Unless my wife is ravenous

I will show her the joy of a celibate life so she don't feel so ravenous. She will see you can be happier without it, if she don't already know

Instead of lust we will play games, watch films read books work on projects, go out together do fun stuff and wear wedding rings, so everyone knows we're a family, and our purpose is to live together, look after each other, raise kids and we're not available to do that with anyone else

Everyone thinks marriage is for sexual pleasure. So they think if they're not getting sexual pleasure, they married the wrong person, or could do better, or may as well forget marriage and just sleep around

Those are all wrong and sinful thoughts. Marriage is all about having a partner to love and care for, who will likewise love and care for you, who you will raise kids with in a happy healthy loving home. It is nothing to do with sexual pleasure

The ideal way is not to love for pleasure at all. I'm celibate and happy. So when my wife joins me, we could just be celibate together. Till conception day. Then itta just be for pregnancy

Temple Guild members and leaders should follow this monogamous method. It is the most virtuous way. My wife and I won't deserve leadership if we don't set good examples. For general folk it is more optional. But still advised

Angels don't have genitals like animals. They don't make love. They sometimes take physical forms. Yet sex is forbidden for them

Sex for pleasure is forbidden by heaven, a sin. Something an angel can lose its wings for. So if we wanna be angels in heaven, we won't get there by making love to our wives for pleasure, using pills or condoms for contraception

So I don't wanna hear more fuss about girth or length. 5 inch girth. 9 inch length. Wow. No. That's just lust. It don't matter. Stuff got smaller in nature because a big one isn't necessary to do the job. In fact the guy with the smallest thing is most evolved. How's that?

The guy with the smallest thing is most angelic, as angels don't have genitals. Also the gal who has least romantic pleasure is most angelic

It don't matter if you got a thick 9 or a slender 4. Using it for pleasure is a sin. Like a guy with big muscles vs a skinny little guy. We know it's a sin for the muscle guy to bully or take by force. So why should a pretty guy take another guy's gal with sexual magnetism? Only to dump her later for another

He can do it as it's not illegal. But bring marriage back and it could even be made illegal by law. Adultery. If not by law, it is still a sin to God, and he will punish the spirits of those who commit it

The faithful won't cheat anyway. For the rest human laws could suffice. Else folk may not realise there's anything wrong with sleeping around

Today folks think just because it's consensual it's not a sin. But you can consent to getting drunk, smoking cigarettes taking drugs overeating, being greedy and spiteful as well. All legal yet all sins

You do all those things, you won't be a nice person, and God won't want you in heaven, even though human law says it's alright. Getting to heaven is the real goal. Heaven on earth and heaven in the afterlife

So I propose a new competition. The guy and gal to feel the LEAST sexual stimulation is the winner. They're the purest. The most angelic. Most pleasing to heaven

If like me you already made love out of wedlock or with more than one or with yourself, you will know it's rubbish and has not satisfied you, has not made you happy. You still want more because it never satisfies, and even when you have it, it don't make you truly happy, does it

So all of us gotta give it up now, alright? No more of it. It is vile dirty disgusting sin. It makes God feel sick and mad at us. He will never let us go to heaven in that filthy state. We will get reborn as humans or animals. We're not fit or worthy for heaven while lust lives within us

So let's do away with lust today, and let's help each other stay lustfree as a community. These are our rules. The rules we live by. No sex for pleasure. Then never will we worry about size or jealousy, outdoing our friends or cheating ever again

Nor ever will we waste our precious time on earth worrying about and chasing after fruitless sexual pleasure instead of serving God and his kingdom with virtuous deeds

God will be so pleased with us then, he'll let us all go to heaven. This is the holy way I propose to you. It's how I live, and how I want my followers to live too. All 1458 of you

If women and men now have equal rights, and muscle men and skinny men have equal rights as well, so too should 9 inchers and 4 inchers. The right to one wife only. One girlfriend only. No love before marriage. The best way to achieve that is outlaw contraception, polyamory and pornagraphy. It is despicable stuff. Stuff of the devil. It causes social sickness

Now hold on a minute. If I try to impose this on people as a strict law, folks may not like it. So instead I'll say y'all just go do what you want. But I will set an example by abiding by these rules myself, and the Temple Guild will promote them. In the multiversity no governors can just make up and impose laws on anyone. All must be voted for by everyone, so don't worry

Maybe one day the whole world will see sense and vote loyalty in as a law. But for now you are free. Just know your life don't have to be the anxious sex fest it is right now. There is a better, higher peaceful way of celibacy, and it is the way me and my queen will be living every day. Follow us if you want to walk the holy way to heaven

If we make solemn vows to the Lord, we should make every effort to resist temptation and seduction. If there is a person who seduces, who treats the sin of lust like a virtue, like it is fine or not a sin, and we cannot resist their allure, we should not talk to them anymore

We should be honest with our spouse and the community and the Lord in prayer. Say we feel tempted so want to call the friendship off, and recommend others avoid that person if they are promiscuous

But if even two people who are ex lovers both truly believe in God and swear the vows, they can most likely be trusted to stay loyal to their new spouses, even in each other's presence

If we all believe in and follow the Lord and swear vows, we will all support each other to stay celibate, and also not to sin in any way. This will be a religious community. It's what I want from me and my followers, as we are Temple Guild members. For the rest of society, it may not be so essential to be like that. But certainly it will be required of my wife and closest followers

So if either of my lovely ladies want this destiny with me, that's what it's gonna be. Celibacy. This is a serious job as religious leaders of the holy nation. We have to be models of virtue. We can't be using love for pleasure or trying to outcompete other couples or each other in that manner

All lust is the cloud spell of sin cast over us and the world by the devil. We must break it and lead all our followers likewise through it. That is part of our task as holy king and queen. We must fight the devil and break the spells he has cast over this poor, cursed world. We will set everyone's spirits free and lead them to heaven, if they choose to follow. This is our calling

First thing this morn, my friend got me thinking of and writing all this down, inspired by the spirit of the Lord. Then I checked the verse of the day, to see if it mentioned love or size or loyalty, and what did it say?

"If you love me, you will do what I have said, and my Father will love you. I will also love you and show you what I am like." (John 14:21)

See? It's all in today's verse. It shows the spirit inspired all of this. So is what heaven wants you to hear today

Do we love Jesus? Yeah, like an awesome big brother. Someone to look up to. You try to be like those you look up to. So we will naturally do what he says, and he says be loyal in love

If we do all he says including being loyal, the verse of today says he and God will love us. That means they'll be pleased with us, bless us and let us go to heaven

Jesus said "If you love me, you will do what I have said, and my Father will love you. I will also love you and show you what I am like." (John 14:21)

What Jesus is like is loyal, and he don't care about size. He himself was celibate, but said if you marry, you should be loyal

Look at the ref. It's all connected. 14:21 is the very comfortable holy way. It means loyalty between any man and any woman. A husband should not be picked based on height, size or muscle mass

He should be picked based on how he behaves, if he keeps himself clean, goes to work every day, has a good personality good behaviour, is virtuous loyal dependable, kind

Any man out there. Make yourself like that, and you will be a good husband and father. The size of you or your wife don't matter at all

Hosanna Wong author of You're More Than You've Been Told wholeheartedly agrees, I'm sure. God sent her today to match this blogpost for you. Or is it that he inspired this post to match her speech? It's both really. Even the vid length says one happy couple for pregnancy. It's the holy way. All masterfully orchestrated by the Lord divine for this specific day

The Promised Land

Some folks said my light was too bright. Fair enough. In some ways they're right. Even Elly said it once. Too much light makes a desert

Sometimes it's just the morning light. Like flipping a switch in the dark and you squint. Then you get used to it. Light is a good thing. But not too much

I was in my sunny element. Forgot about the clouds. Neither of my loves is speaking. Both are silent. I forgot them mostly. Just saw the light and wrote the light and thought of nothing else

Wasn't thinking of hints. Never naturally do. I'm frank you see. If you saw any hints, it was just bad luck

Goes to show how unlucky I am. I was born with God's blessing but also bad luck. God made it like this so I'd write all this stuff

I always put my foot in it. Say the wrong thing. But never mean anything by it. It's just bad luck

I always mean well. I'm all for good times. Making folk feel good. Entertaining. Wowing. Relaxing. Amusing. All good feelings. It's my natural way

It's Wed 13 today. Shows I never realise my bad luck till after. Also means the lucky girl to marry me will marry my bad luck as well

But she'll also get my heavenly blessings. So there's good and bad in everything, you know. Maybe she'll even be my good luck charm. They do say bad luck runs out, don't they. So who wants to be my lucky lady then?

Both of them are cloudy. I like clouds and so does El. He picked them both. I like them both. He's not dark or light like us. He's the perfect balance of both

If it was up to me, I'd pick a sunny gal. Seems logical. But El picked me two ice queens, and he's a god. So let's forget logic

Well, he didn't just pick them for me. He picked them to be queens of a holy land, and mothers of heirs

So clearly he don't like sunny people more. He likes all sorts. His world is diverse. I like cloudy people. Respect them. Just the way God made them. They have good and bad points, like sunny folk have

For El to give me a shadowy wife, I feel honoured. Shadowy as they are, I love them both. I think they're both amazing. Ain't that strange? I should only like blondes. I do like blondes. But I also like them. So attraction is weird

I feel attracted to both, and God picked them both. So I trust his taste. I don't feel repulsed by either. Though they have their bad points as well, I'm sure. I can put up with it. Just like they gotta put up with me. Thatta be fun

I'm looking forward to getting to know their shadows. Building a life that includes sun and shadow. Seeing what personalities our kids have. Giving them a life that suits them. Just like God gives us all lives to suit our tastes

I won't be selfish and expect the kid to like what I like. That's what friends are for. They will make their own friends. I just gotta teach them to be royal and virtuous for all cultures, not selfishly dark or light

Verse 5 today says: "The ocean is the Lord's because he made it, and with his own hands he formed the dry land."

In other words he made everything, including sun and clouds, shady and sunny people, and loves us all. The fact he showed this verse today shows he knew we'd have a sun and cloud question today

Verses 8 to 11 give us an interesting warning: "Don't be stubborn and rebel as your ancestors did. For forty years they questioned God, even though they saw the miracles he did. Then God got tired of them and said, “You never show good sense, and you don't understand what I want you to do.” In his anger, God told them, “You will never enter the promised land.”

Stella has been doubting for a year. Elly for a month. Everyone else out there, probably doubting as well. You're like the Israelites. You can't go to heaven by hanging back and doubting. God wants you to step forth into the light with faith and follow him. Follow me, support me and worship him, ignoring doubts and doubters

Then I will lead you to the land of promise. The New Earth. A whole world of promise this time. Utopia for all. When you follow others will follow you. So you will lead others, and we'll all walk together. To heaven on earth, and heaven after death

Elly said she wonders why giving Stella a burn also burns me. The reason is if either is my wife, it affects me. If Elly is my wife, I don't want her to say unkind stuff. It will reflect on us both. Make us both look unkind

If Stella is my wife, I don't want Elly to say bad stuff about her. It will reflect on me as well

I wasn't calling you antichrist, Elly. I spoke of it just because the chapter did. I also called God El, so it wasn't against you or her

Anyone can follow christ or antichrist. If you say some antichrist stuff, it don't mean you're damned. Just means you haven't seen the light yet. Just gotta start saying nicer stuff is all

I won't say anything against you, Elly. You're chosen by El. He even gave you his name. I'll honour that for life, if we marry or not. I'm looking forward to getting to know you better in the next three years, so get chatting to me, alright?